02:28am Alex would say something to
calm me down no one will know me like he did. Eli would distract me with a
show or song no one will make me smile like he did. David would tell me shut
up. no one says it like him.
It's scary to see how much has changed and also
nothing has changed.
if you told me this year I'd lose my comfort job
if you told me this year I'd lose my best
if you told me this year I'd lose myself
I wouldn't believe you. I don't know where to go from here.