tRuSt_isSuEsx0

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my first name is lisamarie, most people call me lisa or lee, but feel free to call me whatcha want. I'm currently single, im seventeen years old; and i crawled outta my moms vagina on october 23. im a senior in high school. i was born to be stubborn, to be a little bitchy, to push people, to push myself. I was taught never to take life for granted, to live a little, to love with everything I had, to never give up ,to believe in myself, but most of all to fight for myself. i cheerlead for the massapequa mustangs. i play football, basketball and softball when i get around to it. i love going to the beach, i go at least once every single day, no matter what the weather is like. i drink and i smoke, but ive never been to a house party in my life. im really shy, but once i get comfortable around a person or people i wont shut up. when i graduate i wanna go to college to become a forensic pathologist, or a doctor. i give good advice, but i can never follow my own. im probably one of the nicest girls youll ever meet, but no one will ever be able to understand me. i trust no one, not even myself thanks to guys. ive been cheated on 18 times from a total of 13 guys. i dont live by the past, and each passing day is just a stepping stone to my future.i live life each day like its my last, and i make any good time into a much better one. ive had a rough past with family situations. i live my life based off of quotes that explain exactly what im going through. i put everyone before myself, and i dont make promises unless i know that i can keep them. i dont put up with anyones crap, and if karma doesnt hit the people in the face who deserve it, i will. i hate liars, cheaters, theifs and dumb bitches. 97% of all my friends are guys, because i feel that girls bump heads way too much. i love spicy foods, but its ruining my stomach D: im italian and swiss. ive moved four times my entire life, 3 times on long island and once to florida. i love meeting new people and making new friends. i hate soda because of the bubbles;P i prefer iced tea or coffee. i dye my hair, and i only wear eye makeup. in my eyes every girl is beautiful in their own way, just as guys are handsome on their own ways too. i love charm bracelets. ive always wanted a guy to buy me dog tags. only one person has bought me flowers before, and it was a girl. i dont care about what people think about me, i am who i am, and if anyone doesnt like it then can go take a hike. i love looking at the stars at night, and just thinking about whatever is going on in my life at that moment. i love taking pictures of the sunsets/rises. brownies and stouffers mac and cheese are the shit and facebook is my obsession. i love to take risks. im afraid to get too close to guys. i love kissing and cuddling(: i stole a car before, and didnt get caught #skill. ive never been arrested before, but i have been in trouble by the police for doing stupid shit. i believe that everything happens for a reason, and that theres a reason why the people of your past, didnt make it to your future. ive never been in love before, and im not really sure what love is. i write down quotes and poems about stuff im going through, because im not one to really express my mind to people. green purple pink and oragne are my favorite colors, in that order. im favorite number is 8. i only speak the truth, even is it hurts people. im told im funny, sweet, and not like most girls. im just another girl in the world looking for someone to love, and be loved by. and thats all i can think of right now, but if you want to know more, just ask :)
dear you, i think about you all the time. and what our life will be like when we finally meet. maybe i did meet you alread though? we wont know until the time comes :P i alwasy wonder what you look like and how well find each other sometime in the future. i have no idea who you are, but youre always on my mind. i always think to myself what if its one of my close guy friends? what if i saw you on vacation and never talked to you but we meet later down the road? how will i ever know? i know im still young and all but i want to know who you are. why would you ask me to marry you? will we fall in love right away or will it take time? i mean if were perfect for eac other wouldnt we already be in love? do you love me already and just cant tell me? i hpoe i find you soon though, im gettin impatient with this :P i just wanna know who im gunna marry already! ahhh i cant take it anymroe hopefully you pop in my life soon, or tell me how you feel if i already know you. love, me p.s. im in love with you and we both dont even know it yet<3

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so i was with my valentine last night,
we were laying in his bed..
watching a movie and cuddlingg..

him: i can read minds
me: no you cant
him: yeah i can, sit up and cross your legs
*i did what he said*
him: now think of something you want
really badly right now
*thought of him kissing me*
me: ok got it
him: now hold my hands, close your eyes,
and count down from ten,,
but make sure you think really
hard about what you want.
me: 10..9..8..7..6..5..4..3...2..1

and he kissed me :D

me: howd you know that?!
him: i told you i can read minds beautiful

<3

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 so i know that christmas break just  
started.. but i wish there was school
monday, because i dont think  can
go another week without seeing him.
 
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true story; made my week<3
so the kid i like.. we normally bump into each other at the end of the day when i stand in the lobby waiting for my sister.. and he normally just walks past me. but the other day he waved smiled and said hi.
the next day i stood in a different spot a few feet away from where i usually stand.. when we walked past the spot where i normally am, he looked for me :)

maybe just maybe he thinks about me as much as i think about him <3

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so last night i slept at my best friends house; his name is tom.
weve been close since were basically born.
we stayed up pretty late but its all good. i ended up falling asleep on him.
LEGIT on him. we cuddled the entire night and guess how i woke up?
he kissed me on the forehead :)
i love my best friend <3



 
 

nmq

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[[LONG BUT

WORTHREADING]]


today i had ISS (in school suspension). the entire day i
had to sit in a room and do work, i wasnt allowed to talk or anything. for lunch, the teacher,  two other kids who had ISS and myself walked to the cafeteria for lunch.. we all sat in different places after we got our food.  the special needs kids had lunch that perod too. when this one kid was done eating he came and sat next to me. his name was Joey. he told me his whole life story on how hes afraid of his dog, how dust makes him sneeze and how he doesnt have any friends. his AID teacher came up to us and said that he should give me some space and return to the table where the other special needs kids were sitting. but i insisted that he stayed. Joey and i talked for nearly an hour. he told me how making friends was hard, because everyone always laughs at him. he told me i was the most beautiful girl in the entire school, and reminded him of hilary duff. he made me laugh a lot with all the jokes he had.



who knew staying in for lunch could be so much fun? i go back to regular classes tomorrow and you know what? during my lunch, istead of going out with my friends.. im going to the cafeteria to see Joey <3

true story*
 

 

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when you call mesbeautiful
it takes my breath away. not beause youre the first guy to call me that. 

 
BUTBCAUSEYOUR'E

  th e  f i r s t  per s o n  i  ac t u a l l y be li eve







t    h    e        q   u  o   t  e           i      s        m    i     n    e* 

 
 
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never compare your current to your ex..
T H A T S A Q U I C K W A Y TO TURN YOUR
relationship to relationsh*t. :P

 

nmq

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LONG BUT WORTH READING.. so there was this girl right? she was just another girl, trying to find her place in this cold, lonely world. shed do anything for anyone. she has a smile on her face all the time, no matter what shes going through. there for anyone who needed advice, or help in a tight situation. shes constantly giving people her all, and recieving nothing in return. shes has her heart broken plenty of times, by guys who promised her the world. shes been lied to, walked all over, and back stabbed, yet she stilll hasnt given up. shes knows good will come in the end but shes tired of waiting. all of her friends and family tell her that theres someone, a guy, who will treat her like a princess and love her for everything she is even though she has her faults. shes sits there at night and thinks of all the "couldve beens" and "how it used to bes." sometimes she even crys herself to sleep at night. shes been in and out of realtionships, just as much as she changes her clothes. she has been made fun of before, had rumors made up about her and people are constantly talking crap behind her back. guys tell her shes beautiful and anyone would be lucky to have a girl like her.. but they always cheat/play her. she knows shes not perfect or thebest looking girl out there. shes just wants to find someone to lov with all her heart and have someone love her with theirs. shes knows its not easy, but itll all be worth it in the end. she wants to know why she cant ever be happy? just once.nall she wants to see is a change in the world and find one guy who will treat her like a princess. she knows that she should let love find her, but shes getting tired of waiting. how much longer until she finds "the one"? she just wants her life to get better, way better than it is at the moment. but in reality? all she can do is wait... wait and hope for the best in life, the best in each coming day, and the best in everything she takes part in. shes knows she was put on the earth for a specific reason, shes still searching for that reason though. shes only seventeen and she knows that she has her whole life ahead of her. shes slowly losing her mind in this world and shes scared.. really scared for what tomorrow might bring into her life, but she knows that everything happens for a reason, and the best things happen to those who wait. she knows itll all take time and shell eventually be happy, even if its going rough for her now. she knows not to give up, she will follow through with her words.
&+ this girl is me. ♥

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itscrazyright? to
lovesomone
whos hurt you? its
crazier to think that
someone who 
hurt youlovesyou
 

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Long but worth reading..

to me, love is..

a feeling of deep affection

towards someone who

accepts you for who you

are, despite all your flaws.

love is trusting someone

with your entire life no

matter what  the situation

might be. love

is feeling something even when

you're not with the person.

love is when you care about

someone and want the best for

them even if it means  putting your

 needs last. it is when you

believe in them even when they

don't believe in themselves,when you

notice and appreciate every little

 thing about them. its when you think

about that person and you get the

butterflies. its  when you catch yourself

constantly smiling and rereading cute

convos. its knowing what you have and

 not taking  it for granted. love is being

yourself  around the one person who

means the world to you. 

it is holding on during the

bad times and not giving up. love is

what you put it out to be, so live life and 

love a lot, but once you have love

never let it go<3 
 

♥♥♥

all mine.
comment with what love is to you :D
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