tacoking

i always fall for the wrong person
i always do everything wrong
i always want things i cant have
i wish i wasnt here anymore
i should've given up when things were really bad
then i would've had an excuse
but things are almost as terrible as they once were
so maybe i'd still have an excuse
maybe i should just let go ..
of everything ..
of my life
maybe i should say goodbye.

I am incredibly awkward.
I get attached easily, and I hold on for too long.
I don’t like opening up to people.
Most five year old children can express their feelings better than me.
I hide behind my fake smiles.
I’m probably one of the most difficult people you will ever meet.


But I can be sweet.
I’m a great listener.
I’ll guard your secrets with my life.
I will never judge you based on your mistakes, and I’ll love you as much as I can.


I can be, if you let me, one of the best things that's ever happened to you.

it's just that you're so adorable
and we could be really cute together
and do cute things
and my friends think we'd be cute
and you say the sweetest things
and you're all i think about anymore
and i think we should try