tatertotz7

I can't win with my family.
They judge me, so I watch what I do or say around them.
Then they judge me even worse.
I try to say/do as little as possible just so they won't,
but it only makes it worse.
They think this is all my problem, but it's theirs'.
It's their fault I'm like this around them, and it's their fault that I feel like I can't even be myself
without being put down.

I want a single rose...:)

This whole situation makes me sick to my stomache.

You're just jealous because he's my boyfriend and not yours.
No need to start being a B just because you didn't take the chance when you had it.
He's mine, and you will NOT ruin this.

B's who don't like me for no reason
When they're the ones who are B's...

The girl that my boyfriend was crazy about for the longest time
admitted that she liked him, always has, and still does.
She says that she loves him.
LOVES him.
I don't care how long it's been or how much history they have, she doesn't love him. Not the way I do.

The funny thing is, I tried to hook them up a long time ago.
But she blew her chance. She friendzoned him when she actually liked him and took him for granted.
Now he's over her and well into a relationship.
It's too late.

I'm not worried about him because I know he loves me with everything
and has absolutely no feelings for her anymore,
I'm worried that she won't be able to get over him.
That she will wait for him.

Why can't I just have a relationship to myself?
I don't blame her, but he is mine and it's not going to happen with her.
I feel bad for her, but I feel bad for us too.
We want to be able to focus on us.
We just want peace.
Why does something always have to get in the way of that?

I think my parents resent us.

At least here I can complain without people judging me for complaining.