I slammed
my door & jump on my bed.
I pushed my face into the pillow & scream.
I grasp my phone tightly in one hand,
knowing.
I look through my contacts as fast as I can,
knowing.
I f ind your name & remembered the good
times, knowing.
knowing that
a month ago I could have called you & I
could
have cried, could have ran to your house & let you hold
me tightly.
knowing that a month ago you were mine, that you called me
yours,
that you would do anything, like standing up for me, not tearing me
down.
knowing that a month ago you
were there for me, that you would listen to me
cry,& tell me eveything's okay, it was a lie but you
could always make it mostly
true.
knowing
that you love her, &
that she is calling you, & she's running to your
house.
knowing
that you're not mine,
you're hers,& she loves you, just as much as I will always
do.
knowing that
you're gone forever, you want nothing to do with
me, & I could just drop
dead.
------>knowing you
don't care
true
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