Welcome to my life- teenage years. Wow, I thought those times
were suppose to be the best ones of your life...or is that high school?
I have no clue, but either way, my life isn't the greatest right now.
I don't know what I want in life, or what I want to make of it. I can
never do anything right. I lie, it's my safety blanket. You're
probably thinking, that's pathetic. And honestly, I already know
that. Everyone says it gets better, you just have to give it some
time. But I don't want to wait, what am I suppose to do in the mean-
time? Well, in the meantime, I guess I'll just vent about it here.
So here's a little bio about my life and
what I go through on a daily
basis. First off, one of my "best friends" is one of those girls who gets
the spotlight. All the guys want her, she's gorgeous, so gets more
attention and probably more people like her. Then I have to deal
with high school. I'm a freshmen still trying to get used to this place-
it's hard. It's a big change; especially for me because I went from a
tiny school of two-hundred kids, to a high school of over 1,000 kids.
Third, my best friend of over 10 years has grown apart from me and
loves her boyfriend more than me.
Fourth, I am unhappy. Why? Because I feel like I should be doing more
things in my life than what I'm doing now. I know what you're thinking
again, well why don't you go out and make something of yourself. And
my honest answer is that I don't know. For some reason, there's something
inside of me that tells me I won' t be able to do anything useful with my
life, but you know what? I have faith that someday, I will overpower that
voice and change. That I will do something to not only make myself happy,
but others. I am tired of being sad. I am tried of being gloomy. I want to be
happy and feel beautiful. ///// I want to enjoy the rest of my teenage years.
And that's my whole life for you;
if read all of this, then thank you.
That's also the story behind my username :)