LONG BUT PLEASE
READ:
so, about 4-5 months ago i started
dating this guy. i just started liking him and just ended a 4 month
thing (plus we dated during it for like a day) with a kid named
joe. him and joe are friends...fyi. anyways, we dated for like
5 days in july because i broke up with him because
i wasnt over joe. like a week later i realized i liked
him, not joe. he took me back and we had a thing up until
october when he asked me out and to homecoming... a little
more than a week later he broke up because he thought i liked
someone else. he broke up with me through text saying "im
gonna dump your c*nt a$$ so you can be with scott." the worst
thing is, is that my friends told him i liked scott when they knew
i didnt so that day i was crying for 456789394387 hours. when he
broke up with me it was a friday a there was a football game. i
went even though i knew he was gonna be there... at the game he was
a complete douche to me, but at the end he gave me "one of
those hugs" that werent friendly more like an "i like you
hug." A few days later i found out after i left the game, he
kissed somebody. like umm excused me but no? you dont do that THE
DAY you break up with me. so we obviously didnt go to homecoming
together but like a week after he broke up with me, we had a thing
again. except this time is was actually like we were for real
dating cause we would kiss before we went on our busses everday...
then about 2 weeks ago we stopped having a thing...i dont
even know what happend. but now im dating a junior and im a
freshman and hes joe and choo's (the guy i just told you about)
friend's brother. and EVERYONE thinks its a joke, but its not
and its so freaking frustraiting. choo thinks were dating
just to make him jealous but were not.... and to be completely
honest i still really like choo an keep thinking about the good
times we had together, but i mean i like my boyfriend too...i dont
want it to be a repeat of last time where i break up with him and
realize i still like him... but i really really just want things to
go back how they were a few weeks ago cause it was great. and the
best part is NONE of my friends give a flying f*ck about my
feelings. i never get invited to hangout with them EVER. its so
disrespectful cause i do nothing to them. i always ask them to
hangout but they 'already have plans' like cool. anyways
sorry for the vent but i really needed it... if you
actually took the time to read this thanks an comment on what i
should do...