If you need to talk I'm here. If you have a kik, text me, my username is randicane . You mean so much to me and a lot more people, and you and I have never even talked before. But you are so beautiful and no matter what happens, there is a light at the end of every tunnel. You just have to keep swimming, or you'll never reach the end to see it. Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end. I know you can make it through this. You've made it this far.
I had liked this guy for a while, and he was on my bus, and 2 friends who were also on my bus also knew. One day they said "if you ever break up with your girlfriend we have someone to hook you up with" and then he said who and since then they gave him hints but didnt tell him who. so then one day there were on seats by them on the bus so i had to sit in the back and then they were talking and stuff then all the sudden everything went quiet and i looked up and he was looking at me and then when we got off the bus some of my friends were standing in a semi circle and he was in the middle and i saw and we made eye contact (we were sort of friends before that) and we laughed. then i went by him and he said "will you go out with me?" and i said sure bc i didnt want to just be like yes ah so then my friend all said wait you have to hug so we hugged then went to our classes. that was march 1, he is a grade above me so we only really saw eachother during 1 passing period and on the bus and so we would hold hands on the bus and hug before we went in and we'd hug passing in the halls and we didnt talk a whole lot on the bus bc im too shy and he had hi sphone and ipod taken away so we couldnt text so we werent very close, so then a monthish ago we started not talking so much and he wouldnt hold my hand and i would write him a cute note and he never gave me one back and then may 20 our song was on the morning broadcast, kiss me by ed sheeran, so when we were passing in the hallway i asked him "did you hear the song on the broadcast this morning" and he said "no what was it?" adn i said "our ed sheeran song" and he smiled and said oh my class is alwasys to loudto hear it then we hugged awkwardly bc we had our stuff in our hands then he whispered my name and gave me a note and i thought it was finally a cute note so i was all excited then i read it and it was him breaking up with me, bc whenever were alone its awkward silences. so we stopped sitting by eachother on the bus and then he would say something occasionaly to me but not much. then my band played at his graduation and we kept making eye contact and he kept looking at me and i would smile at him and then he got his ipod back so i texted him after and we have been texting since then, but he moved the day after graduation and apperently i think he still likes me and i know i really like him a lot bc he is so sweet and he knows i cut and i know he does and we talk about that and he helps me and were a lot closer now than when we were dating and my friend was texting him (theyre friends too) saying he should go out with me and he said it wouldnt work and stuff and that he didnt want to hurt me again and he wouldnt be able to visit a lot and she said we could facetime and text and go places and he said since hes going into high school he'll be busy and he doesnt know that i know they were texting and i just really like him and i dont even know ugh i know i can talk to him about anything and if i need him hes there but sometimes he doesnt seem like he wants to talk and sometimes he does and if he did ask me out again i would try my hardest not to screw up again and i dont even know boys are trouble sorry for this long rant im done bye loll
Fisrt of all it wasn't your fault that the relationship didn't work..It was his fault...My story is like yours...I met my crush in the bus and i started to like him and now i love him...His school ended and i'm never going to c him again...But we were close friends..I told him everything and he did the sam...Don't worry You''l find someone who will pass the sea for you <3 All you have to do is "wait"
The Perks of Being a Wallflower
The Notebook
The Vow
White Chicks
the High School Musicals are always great (;
17 Again
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reminder for beautiful disaster :D