thatgirl6219

Status: Stay Beautiful. <3
Joined: May 8, 2012
Last Seen: 4 years
Birthday: June 21
user id: 298215
Location: Narnia
Gender: F
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Tell me you love me,
and I'll be yours forever. <3
Hello, my name is Victoria :)
I am a survivor.
I'm 14 and a freshman n highschool.
So, some things that you should probably know about me is that I have been through a lot in my life and still am still going through things. I'm just like any other person so please be gentle if you want to tell me something. I am a hopeless romantic(even though I'm only 14) and I am waiting for someone who will deny the stars for us(anyone get that reference?). Music is my escape and how I express myself. You've probably heard it before "My music will tell you more about me than my lips ever will". I hope to one day become a successful singer/songwriter. In school, I'm known as...well I actually am not sure whatn people think of me anymore. Some hate me, some put up with me, and some think I'm alright, I guess. I'm really not quite sure who is actually my friend anymore ans who isn't. It's a horrible reality, actually. I want to make other people feel beautiful if they don't because I know how bad it feels. Apparently, I give good advice so if you have any problems or if you just want someone who will listen I'm here for you. I'd like to acknowledge my amazing followers(thanks for reading about my life in quotes<3). I'll always follow back if you follow me :). If you read all of this I love you and thanks. Any questions? Just ask!
Can I have my happily ever after yet?

Quotes by thatgirl6219

Wasn't it beautiful when you believed in everything?
And everybody believed in you?
If you love me please tell me.



You could save my life...
And I already have over 100 scars




What's a few more?
I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU

When you ignored me and refused to talk to me I was hurt.
I really wanted to be your friend, but when it continued for months
I started getting really self-conscious.
It wasn't just about wanting to get to know you more,
it was about wanting to fix what was so wrong with me that you wouldn't even give me a chance.
I was the only person you wouldn't talk to.
I was the only person you refused to acknowledge.
I started questioning everything about me.
I started to hate myself.
I hated my thighs. I hated my face. I hated my stomach. I hated my hair. I hated my arms. I hated my voice. I hated my smile. I hated my personality. I hated my humor. I hated my intellect. I hated everything about me.
I started to stay to myself more whenever I was around you.
I started to question everything on my plate.
I started to run continuously and I've even fainted before.
I started to cut; I started to binge.
All in the hopes that I would fix whatever was wrong with me,
but this wasn't for you anymore because I knew that at that point I didn't care if you thought there was something wrong with.
I knew there was something wrong with me.
You twisted my mind into thinking that I'm this horrific version of a girl.
And you know what?
I am.
HERE'S TO THE BOYS

here's to the boys who don't think they're good enough
here's to the boys who have scars on their wrists
here's to the boys who refuse to eat anything
here's to the boys who lie awake at night thinking about everything they ever did wrong
here's to the boys who don't get nearly enough credit for what they have to go through
here's to the boys who suffer from depression, anxiety, or are suicidal
here's to the boys who don't always get the girl
here's to the boys who are waiting for their happily ever after
here's to those beautiful boys who don't realize how wonderful they are.
1/8/13
Dear boy,
               I will never be able to tell you this is person. In fact, I'll never even be able to tell you this at all because I could never be brave enough. I will write every single thing that I want to tell you right here, on witty. Maybe one day, if something spectacular happens, I'll show you every single letter on here. Maybe.
I saw you talking to her in the hall today. I know I shouldn't be jealous when you're not even mine, but I wasn't even angry. I was more sad. I shouldn't worry about anything considering how you tease her about who she likes, but you were laughing, and smiling; you were happy with her. What if the teasing is because you like her? She's so much more interesting than I am. She's adopted. She's popular. She's funny. She's nice. She's skinny. She's beautiful. All of the guys fall for her at one point or another. How am I supposed to compete with her? I'm not fascinating. There's nothing about me that might catch someone's eye in a crowded room. There's no way I could ever be as beautiful as her. I'm just hoping that you'll notce me. You never do.
Sincerely,
The girl just down the hall.
and I've fallen
for a boy in a book
<3
I'm all yours

if you're all mine.

It's scary to think that one day,
all of this will eventually end.
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