&& i think of him as a brother, a
friend, a best friend, someone to talk to, and everything in
between. i want him to be more than that though. but then again
do i really want to risk the chance of us breaking up and losing
him forever just him leaving my life and never getting him
back? Then again we could be
together forever and spend the rest of our lives together and be
happy and have him there for me regardless no matter what
happens. but hey that kind of stuff only happens in fairy
tales-.-
Sincerly,
i'll always love
him, i just dont know if i'll ever show
him.**<3
What happens when
everything you thought was there forever just disappears. your
hopes, your dreams, you friends, your crushes, and everything
else that meant something to you. just gone. i feel like its
happening to me. like im losing everybody who was ever
mine. Does anyone else understand why these things
happen. because i dont. i want to be appreciated, heard,
understood, respected, loved, and everything in between. i just
want the things that wont happen. someday i hope they
will<3
Sincerly,
hope for
the best