Hello,hello, hello mydarling, some
thingsneverchange When our words
aredipped in
gasoline, our
love goes up inflames
Itried sohardtoget behind your
mental barricade
Butevery time it
leavesme feeling
damaged,torn, and
frayed
Its sad when you get your leg shot up by some kids with BB guns
just for being who you are. They tell us to be who we are at all
times. I find it easyer and less painful to just hide within
myself.
Tell me to pour bleach in my eyes.
That's okay, I don't need them to be in love with
you.
Tell me to cut off my arms.
That's okay, I don't need them to be in love with
you.
Tell me to go jump off a building.
That's okay, I don't need to be alive to love you
Everyone says that love hurts, but that's not
true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone
hurts. Everyone comfuses these things with love but in reality,
love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain
and makes us feel wonderful again
I spend 6 hours in a forest, feeling lighter than air.
Go ahead, yell at me. Like i fuc*ing care.
This world's a piece of sh*t. Society's down the
drain.
Sometimes i want to pick up a gun. And just blow out my
brains.
There's nothing left here for me to find .
Nothing left but pain.
The only thing that keeps me going.
Is the promise that i made.
The promise you made me make
The day you left for good.
If only i had seen the signs.
I would have saved you if i could.
You left because you were poisoned.
By a venom made by man.
This toxin's called society.
To murder is its plan.
I know it lives inside of me.
I would avenge you it if i could.
The words you left me
haunt me still
I carve them out in wood.
The words you left were sweet
I recite them everyday
They were scribbled out in crayon,
and this is what they say:
"I only want the pain i feel. for it all to go away. its
hurts so much inside of me I know i cannot stay. I will live on
inside of you. To make sure you're okay. "
RIP Carlos
I miss you everyday.
My dear brother was taken from me
that snowy Christmas day