thebeginningoftheend3373

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Joined: October 8, 2012
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MUSIC QUIZ (Honestly half of these were either so accurate or so inaccurate that I was laughing hysterically the whole time)
 Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, ETC.) and put it on shuffle. For every question, type the song that's playing. Click the next button for a new song when you get to the next question. NO LYING WE DON'T JUDGE! WE'VE ALL HAD OUR MUSIC SINCE WE WERE 6 ITS ALL GOOD!

Opening Credits: Hanging On- Ellie Goulding
Waking Up: Up Against (Blackout)-Taking Back Sunday
First Day of School: Do What You Do- Cute Is What We Aim For
Falling in Love: Ribs- Lorde
Fight Song: Divine Intervention- Taking Back Sunday
Breaking Up: D&G- Machine Gun Kelly
Studying/Working: I'm Not Alright- Shinedown
Life: Hold On, We're Going Home- Drake
Mental Breakdown: Home Soon- Machine Gun Kelly
Sunny Day: Bold as Love- John Mayer
Rainy Day: I'm Gonna Find Another You- John Mayer
Party/Dance Music: Motivation- Sum 41 (wtf)
Sleeping/Dreaming: How Long Will I Love You- Ellie Goulding
Nightmares: La La La ( the Floating Song)- Machine Gun Kelly
Flashback: Tessellate- Ellie Goulding
Wedding: Walking Disaster- Sum 41
Birth of a child: MakeDamnSure- Taking Back Sunday
Final Battle: The Ballad Of Sal Villanueva- Taking Back Sunday
Death Scene: Catholic Knees- Taking Back Sunday
Funeral Song: Raise The Flag- Machine Gun Kelly
End Credits: Number Five With A Bullet- Taking Back Sunday
Sometimes, I get jealous... somewhat jealous of her.
Because you went back to her so many times...
& you never have come back to me.
But at the same time, I'm grateful.
Grateful because I know that if you ever came back to me,
you would leave again.
And I can't stand to lose you.
The first time was hard enough. 
I couldn't handle losing you, not again.
Lord knows, the next time, I wouldn't make it through it.
But that also hurts.
I just want you forever.
And I find myself so confused.
I love you, but I want to love HIM.
And I'm messing things up with him because 
of this. This confusion. 
I don't want to hurt anymore, I just want to be with him.
Why can't you just leave me alone?
:/
A- Available: Yess-- kinda

B- Birthday: April 29th

C- Crushing On: Someone c:

D- Drink you last had: Tazo Giant Peach Tea

E- Easiest person to talk to: Dillon

F- Favorite song: Halo- MGK

G- Grossest memory: Cutting my pinky to the bone (yuck)

H- Hometown: A tiny mountain town <3

I- In love with: Someone it's never gonna work with

J- Jealous of: Not really anybody, what's to be jealous of?

K- Killed someone: with kindness :D

L- Longest friendship: 16..years?

M- Middle Name: Paige

N- Number of siblings: (counting step siblings) 7

O- One wish: My happy ending

P- Person who called you last: David

Q- Question you're always asked: Are you okay?

R- Reason to smile: There's always something to smile about :)

S- Song you last sang: Confidence- Teddy Geiger

T- Time you woke up: 11:00 (oops) 

U- Underwear color: Whoa that's a little odd...
V- Violent moment you had: Chasing my brother with a screw driver

W- Worst habit: Biting the skin on my fingers 

X- X-rays you had: Wrist, toes, chest, head

Y- Your last text: to Dillon: Love you, bud.

Z- Zodiac sign: Taurus

You kissed my lips
Like you slit my wrists.
I wanna drink too much of this
and let you write the rest...
I showed you just how easy it can be
to walk away from your dreams...
Now you're walking away from me.
So, I need your opinions on the whole "friends with benefits" thing. It seems to be going good for me, but... it's with my ex (who i was totally in love with). No feelings are coming back or anything. We're just friends and we hang out and have meaningless s3x. Is that bad?
Okay, I don't even care if this quote is pretty or not. Real talk: Machine Gun Kelly is the most inspirational person in my life. His music always seems to make me happy. Whether I'm listening to songs like Half Naked and Almost Famous that are upbeat and fun, or songs such as Home Soon that are inspirational and that I can relate to. Kells inspires me to do something with my life. He taught me that it doesn't matter if you don't have sh*t right now. Go out there and chase your dreams. If you work hard, you can achieve it all. You can do absolutely ANYTHING that you set your mind to. And he is living proof.He was homeless at one point. And now what? HE'S A F*CKING LEGEND. Look at that. What an amazing person. Also, another thing I really like about his music is that some of it is more, like... money, wh*res, etc. etc. BUT many songs are just super fun, upbeat, feelgood songs. And ...they're all REAL. He is.... just an amazing man. If you are EVER feeling down or think there's nowhere to turn, just give MGK a chance. Listen to some of his songs. He's been through a lot of what all of us have gone through. And he made it. He's still here. And he'll convince you that it can be you one day. You can be just as successful and inspirational as him someday. Just DON'T GIVE UP.
 So take my name,
Remember this face,
Keep the change, and have a nice day.
And live for the moment not by the past..
Homie live each day like it's your last ;)
Okay, I'm sure nobody cares, but I need to vent, and maybe could get some advice? It's been four months since we broke up... We were together for two years. I have been talking to this guy that is pretty attractive, and makes me feel happy. I think I like him, but.. I just don't know how to tell anymore. Anyway, I'm scared. I don't know how to have a normal relationship. I dont know what it's like to be with someone and not live with them or sleep with them. My ex boyfriend was my oly serious relationship, and it all moved so fast. I'm not quite sure what to do. Do you think it's time to move on yet? I just feel like.... right now, if I was with this new guy and my ex wanted me back, and promised me forever and all that fairytale BS, I would go back in a heartbeat... What do I do? :(