thecreep69

Status: Married to Niall James Horan <3
Joined: January 16, 2012
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 264422
Location: Michigan
Gender: F


'Jordan ;*

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I'm 14 years old & blow out the candles February 27th.
I live in Michigan. Whoooop. -______-
I'm your average socially awkward teenage girl.
I don't strive to fit in, I'm me. & that's that.
I don't have a best friend, & no one knows the real me.
I have depression, & I'm bipolar. 
But, I don't let it get the best of me. I try my hardest to have a good time.
I've had my heart, promises, & trust broken.
But, everything happens for a reason. 
I LOVE COUNTRY MUSIC & ONE DIRECTION. 
^ Haters gonna hate, taters gonna tate.
I'm single, but secretly married to Niall Horan. <3
Sleep, Internet, Music, & Food > Boys, Partying, Drugs, & Sex. 
^ ANYDAY ! 
My brothers are my life. No joke. 
Someday I wanna move to Tennessee to become a therapist.
Follow me on Twitter: @J_Stumpmier12 & On Tumblr: nevershoutjordanxoxo
Well, that's about it. Witty best friend, anyone ? (:
 
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Quotes by thecreep69


 

I may finally be over you, 
But our song will always be my favorite.
Springsteen. -Eric Church. <3


 




 



 

Okay, so I'm kinda new to Tumblr
& I have like nooo followers.

Follow me? jordanhorann.tumblr.com
Thanks, & I follow backkk! :b
 




 



Confession Two ;*

 

My mom refuses to take me to therapy or to the doctors even though I've done nothing but sleep, listen to music, & cry around all Summer. She doesn't think anything like depression or being bipolar could happen to her daughter. Because "only physco people have problems like that." Even though it runs high on both sides of my family. 
Messed up, right? 


Confession One ;*

 

All my friends go out & party every weekend. 
But I personally hate partying. 
I'd rather be home listening to music. 

there's no way you can leave after two years

& not care, at all. It's impossible. We hung out every single day, & just about anywhere & everything you know brings back at least one good memory. We never were perfect, we had our fights, but our love made us so strong for so long. There's not a song that plays, or a place I go that doesn't remind me of us. You can't tell me you don't regret leaving, not even a little bit. Because no matter how much she claims to love you, I can love you more. & deep down you know that, otherwise you wouldn't ignore me. You hurt me, bad. But, I'd be lying if I said I don't love you, or I'd never take you back. Odds are, I'd take you back in a heartbeat. Everytime I hear our song, the song we danced to in the rain, or a song we sang to each other I get teary eyes or mad. Those songs have to have some effect on you. & just remember, when you realize what you're missing, & that I was there for you when she was nowhere to be found
I'll still be there. 

"It shouldn't be that hard being you for a day. I'll switch you places. I hate my step mom, she's so annoying."
Please, tell me how constantly feeling lonely, being completely heart broken, never feeling good enough, going through depression, having Bipolar Disorder, loosing the closest people to you, getting annoyed by every little thing, crying so much I can't even produce anymore tears, & not even being able to trust your best friend is easy? Because compared to what I'm going through, I'd love to be annoyed by my step mom. 
When you can literally feel your heart shattering, so hard you can feel pain in your back, you get all choked up, teary eyed. You wanna scream, but nothing comes out. You have so much hate, yet so much love for him.
That my friend, is what heartbreak feels like. 
Niall Horan ;*
I taste better than Nandos. ♥
I can tell you his favorite colors are red & blue.
I can tell you they change depending on his mood.
I can tell you his favorite number is 17.
I can tell you he wants a winter wedding.
I can tell you he has his dad's eyes & smile.
He has a little brother & older sister.
He hates rap.
He wants to be in the NFL.
He wants to move with his dad.
He got held back twice.
He has one weekness, it's his best friend.
But if you ask me if I love him.
I'll lie. ♥

Me: *Walks up to Him, wearing a heart necklace I just found in my room. It had a key hole in the middle*
HIM: I like your necklace.
Me: Thanks... *looks at it* OH NO, THE KEY'S MISSING! D:
HIM: Aww, where'd it go?
Me: I dunno, it musta fell.
HIM: Or maybe I have it.
Me: Give it back! (Not realizing what he meant)
HIM: NO! I'm keeping it. No one else can have it. Mine forever!
& This is why I'm in love with my best friend. ♥