thel0velyfakesmile

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Joined: March 27, 2012
Last Seen: 8 years
user id: 287114
Gender: F
 
& In this moment, we were infinite.
The names Kristen and I was brought into this world on the !st of February.
I have six bestfriends whom I'd trust with my life, and I'm extremely thankful to have them. 
Singing, acting, dancing, and playing volleyball pretty much consumes most of my time.
Music is a huge part of my life, and it's been there for me when nobody else was. I've been through way more than I should have been, so if you ever need to talk to someone, I'll be here. Because it sucks to feel alone.
I'm hopelessley in love, and he'll never even know. Erm, okay that pretty much sums up my life in a nutshell, so I hope you all have a wonderful day(: 







 

Quotes by thel0velyfakesmile

 
When you don't fit in, you become superhuman.
You can feel everyone else's eyes on you, stuck like velcro.
You can hear a whisper about you from a mile away.
You can dissappear, even when it looks like you're still standing right there.
You can scream, and nobody hears a sound.
You become the mutant who fell into the vat of acid,
the Joker who can't remove his mask,
the bionic man who's missing all his limbs and none of his heart.
You are the thing that used to be normal, but that was so long ago,
you cant even remember what it was like.
 

 

The times that we had I'll keep like a photograph,
and hold you in my heart forever,
I'll always remember you.

 


When I look at you I see this perfect person.
Then, theres me. This weird crazy person with all these problems and i don't see how you chose me, but please, just stay.











 

 
I don't care what you think about me.
I don't think about you at all.
 

just because,
i hang out with guys, doesn't mean im a wh0re. it means, i'm sick of all the bullshiit and drama girls cause, and would like to have real friends for a change.

i'm a girl, stupid. my heart is fragile, and my feelings are real. i have a lot of issues, and i know i confuse you a lot, but i don't come with an instruction manual. so, i guess you're just gonna have to figure me out.





he says he loves me, he says he cares.
he says no matter what, he'll always be there.
he treats me well, he understands.
he wants to be there, to hold my hand.
he tries his hardest to make me smile.
i really hope he stays a while.
 but then theres me, a stupid little girl.
up in the clouds, my head in a whirl.
i fall to hard, i fall to fast.
he makes me happy, i hope it lasts.
i hope what he says, isn't a lie.
for i have no more tears, left to cry. 



 

 
sister: nana, what's a wh/ore?
nana: you're sister.
me: .............
 





 they tell you to be yourself, and then they judge you for it.
 


 


* long, but worth reading*

so the other day i was over my friends house, and her little sister was having her birthday party. for her birthday, someone got her the fight against cancer barbie doll. i thought it was the most beautiful doll ive ever seen...but she didn't. she took the barbie, threw it on the floor, started screaming "its so ugly! she has no hair!"  and threw a tantrum. so her mother came over, picked up the doll, threw it in the trash, and promised the little brat a 'prettier one' that had hair.

see? even little kids are cruel, and judgemental thanks to the soiety we live in today.


true story.
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