thepanda

ME: Mom what should I do today?

Mom: Clean,take the dog for a walk maybe  do the dishes

ME: No I'm just going to relax 

Mom: -__-

ME: thank you for your suggestions

Im a girl who  spends her life inside playing video games wasting my life away because i have no friends  


 I always tell myself things get better but when huh?
when i turn on my game 
when i eat 
when i sit and cry


my life is slowly going down hill  im slowling losing my life
though i cant stop i  have nothing else to do.


so one day i changed i hated my self i didnt  take the easy way out 
i worked hard sweat my butt of worked hard in school got A's 
life gets  better when you  relize what you have done take a step back and look
at yourself are you happy?
dont take the easy way out change for the good.
yes i still play ALOT but i try to do other things too.


 

If I was told  I have three wishes one of them would be to live my childhood over.
To not worry as much to have fun.
I  see how selfish how annoying I was back then and I'm SORRY .I'm not saying sorry to that boy that I could not get over or to that girl that  bullyed me but to me.
im saying sorry to me for seeing   what i am now.
I'm sorry i ruined you childhood for not being yourself.
kids be youself  even though you look at yourself now think, think harder where will you be in 10 years?
are you happy with yourself?
get happy :)

You know what gets me mad?
those pictures on facebook.
we all know those pictures.
like for blah or share for blah ignore if you want the devil to kill you.
I feel bad for the gereration of  2000-2013.
And dont even lie you know exactly what i'm talking about

does any other girl just want a guy not a "cute" or "hot" guy just someone who like you for who  you are? One that takes you  to the country and keeps driving  while  your favorite songs are playing while winds blowing in your hair  because your in a convertible and  once your so far out theres  no one in sight  you sit in the car staring  at stars while his arm is around your back.
.....I Wish