lemon*
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Joined: January 10, 2012
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Birthday: June 8
user id: 262210
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Joined: January 10, 2012
Last Seen: 7 years
Birthday: June 8
user id: 262210
Location: !!!
Gender: F
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lemon*'s Favorite Quotes
There’s a
difference between
goodbye
and letting go
Goodbye is
‘I’ll see you again when I’m ready to hold
your hand
and when you’re ready to hold mine.’
Letting go is
‘I’ll miss your hand. I realized it’s not
mine to hold,
and I will never hold it
again.’
I hate myself. I
hate who I am. I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I
hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night
wishing I would wake up with some disease and only have a few
months to live. Or that I would die on the way to school in a car
wreck or have a massive heart attack. Would anyone even care if I
were gone? I walk around feeling empty inside and nobody notices.
Why can't anyone see how sad I am? Can't anyone see how
much pain I'm in? Can't anyone see my struggling to stay
alive? I hate myself even more for having these thoughts. How
weak is that? Why can't I get over it? I ask myself if this
one cruel joke God is playing on me. Is this payback for all the
bad that I've done in my life? I feel like the biggest piece
of trash this world has to offer. I've been told that my
whole life, so what does it matter if I live or die? I feel like
I'm a burden to my family. I just want to be free from all
this. I wish I wasn't like this. I wish I didn't look in
the mirror and feel ashamed of who I am and what I've done. I
hate my appearance. The way people look at me and judge me based
on what I look like. I hate the feeling that people never notice
I'm bleeding inside. I smile even though I want to scream and
break down. What's hardest is transformation. Changing.
I've tried loving myself, and even changing myself, but
neither has worked more than temporarily. I still end up hating
myself. I'm worthless. If there is nothing left to stay for,
why hang around and suffer?
OMG
tumblr is down,
where is everyone going to
steal their quote ideas from?
You're weird.
I LIKE IT.
~~in the
future~~
steve's wife: i think we should have kids
steve: no
steve's wife: why-
steve: what if its a girl
then it would grow into a teenage girl
steve's wife: i really dont see the problem with--
steve: have you seen the quotes on my website?!
the quotes made by TEENAGE GIRLS
TEENAGE GIRLS ARE ALL INSANE
steve's wife: i think we should have kids
steve: no
steve's wife: why-
steve: what if its a girl
then it would grow into a teenage girl
steve's wife: i really dont see the problem with--
steve: have you seen the quotes on my website?!
the quotes made by TEENAGE GIRLS
TEENAGE GIRLS ARE ALL INSANE
it's nearly 12:45AM here and I'm playing MarioKart, I really need
to get a life...
