MY CONFESSION;
I have
chosen to continue cutting this fall. That way the long
sleeve's and sweatshirts won't show the scars, written
all over. I'm going on vacation tomorrow with my best friend
in the entire world, and I'm sooo excited. But
Ethan, he did the worst some one could do. He used me. See, we
met through our friend Skylar. And she
liked him, but loved some one else && he loves her. But
then, I started to fall for him. We'd talk ALL the time, and
stay up until 3 a.m. playing truth or dare.
Basically he was my best friend. But then I tried texting him and
he never replied. Never said anything to me for about 2 or 3
months. So I recently texted him, and he was like, I'm taken
so leave me alone.. Apparently, he wanted me to feel sorry for
him when no one else would because skylar dumped
him twice for other guys. Or maybe three times.. Anyways,
I've figured out who my true friends are, and there are only
four.. So anyways, I just wanted to say, now that
I've gotten it out, I don't feel that bad about myself
anymore, and I'm N O T going to cut. Because I want to show
girls how to S T A Y S T R O N G.<3
my
confession
i am not happy with my body. all of my friends
tell me that im super skinny but i find it hard to
convince myself. im not going to say my weight
because you will all surely think im crazy. i look in
the mirror and i see fat and am not happy how i look. i just want
to feel good about myself.
thanks wittty
& thanks especially to thestaystrongaccount
& i love whoever read this
<3
CONFESSION.
PLEASE READ.
A few days ago, I convinced myself I was
disgusting,
fat, and gross.I get called pretty and gorgeous on a
daily
basis, but none of it matters. I began starving myself.
I had
water and
a peanut butter sandwich for 4 days straight. I began
getting
lightheaded. I began eating... but not much more. All
of
my friends tell me I'm NOT fat, but what other people
think
isn't the point.. it's what I think that matters. If
i feel insecure,
no one can change that. I don't know how to healthily
lose
weight without doing it dangerously. Exercise hasn't
been
working.
I love all
you, and your support means
everything.*
* i added this to witty, for I knew i
would not get judged.♥