thestoryofmylifexo

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I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them.
Sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And babve, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up becuase if you give up, you'll never find your soulmate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.

Quotes by thestoryofmylifexo

You were burning bridges you didn't even know existed

You and I used to be so close. What happened? I did nothing to deserve the treatment you say is fair. You were my best friend and my brother. I still love you to death whether you took the wrong road or not. I'm just not sure I understand why you took the road you did. I've warned you on multiple occasions that I wouldn't be here to watch you fall, I'm only here to catch you. But lately, you won't fall into my arms. Why is that?

This is
Someone who is tired of being hit.

(o.o)
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You and I are so close and we're like brother and sister. I absolutely love that, I just wish you knew my true emotions towards you and understand them. I've told you before and you took it as nothing and didn't have a problem..however, nothing changed between us when I was truly hoping it did. I don't text you too often because I'm hoping that I won't have to send the first message, I'm hoping you'll just think of me yourself and send the first message on your own. I don't want to be the one to start every conversation between the both of us. Why can't you do it, just once? Part of me feels like I could spend the rest of my life with you and grow old with you. I hope you can someday open your eyes and see what's standing right in front of you. I can be that one love that you've been searching for. I can care and nurture for you like no one else. I'm the one.
I'm not sure how to put my feelings into words, but I'm going to try my absolute best anyhow.. So here it goes.. Whenever I hear your voice, it gives me that automatic reflex of looking up to see your amazing face. Whenever you say my name I feel as if we're the only two in the room and we can talk about anything together and have 100% trust with no problems. I wish we could honestly be together but it's like everything is standing in our way. I wish I knew how to fix the things in our way but it's as if that's impossible.. I just wish things could be different between us. I love you so much and this is my way of telling you. I just wish it was put directly towards you while we're standing face to face, but that day is most likely not going to happen. I just have to keep dreaming that maybe one day you'll feel the same way and actually make that change I've been awaiting. 

0 faves = I'm ugly

3 faves =I'm ok
7 faves =I'm cute
15 faves =I'm pretty
25 faves = I'm beautiful
30 faves = I'm breathtaking
35+ faves = I'm drop dead gourgous

I don't think I'm pretty 

When's my time to shine? It's like I'm stuck behind these storm clouds of life..they won't move. Always a rain storm, when's the sun gonna be able to shine?

It's crazy how much I miss the old us. The new us is bullshit. We're barely speak when before, you were my everyday phone call. Every word that came out of my mouth, the everyday thought in my head...it was you, all you! What happened? 

Do I belong here? That is the question.. I sit throughout everyday asking that exact question. So where's my answer? Why is it hiding away from me? Please let me know. Is any of this worth breathing anymore? When shall my last breath take place? Today?... Tomorrow?...