thesweetheart

Status: im alyssa<3 && thats all yew need to know :}}
Joined: January 22, 2012
Last Seen: 5 years
user id: 266830
Location: my couch<33
Gender: F
TheSweetHeart
Hello Wittians, I have edited my page thanks in honor of Brown_snuffle go follow him, I am a sophomore in highschool, I am the best chica youll ever meet im super duper nice and sweet. add them followers and enjoy me quotes 
                             -Alyssa
Take me to a place
where the doors are open, a lovely little place where no one is broken.
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Quotes by thesweetheart

It hurts, it hurts me to know i hurt you. i HATE thinking about it, i hate you not being able to trust me but i understand. i understand why you act like you hate me & say the things you do to me..maybe i deserve it, maybe i deserve the added pain you like to put on me for the past. You let the past take over you & its doing nothing but damage.
You love attention more than me, thats where you f_cked up.
You have my full attention..why do you need everyone else's? why cant i ever be enough?
How do you soften, the thought of carrying coffins?
You want to know whats truly SCARY? Just take a minute to think about it. Pick the happiest & most beautful person you know, guy or girl or even yourself put yourself in the situation. Now take whoever you imagined & think about their life, you think they have this perfect wonderful life, that theyre always happy or have little to no worries. That their life is almost perfect. You may even date them & think you know everything about them. Now imagine that person at home. with a knife to their body. Tears running, no pouring down their face, their sad tiny face thats usually covered with smiles. Imagine them with their pills on the counter spilled all over the place with blood covering th floor. They are crying out for help but no one hears them, their cries are almost

                                                S  I   L  E  N  T. 

How can that be? how can a person scream silently?  Easily. They dont want the attention & judgement of everyone or anyone they dont want that look of pitty or dissapoinment. They just want the mental to pain to stop & the only way to stop the mental pain is to create psycical pain. They dont want to be this way, they dont want to hate themselves or cut themselves or starve themselves but its now apart of who they are. They are permanentaly scar'd. Forever. And the only thing between you or anyone else finding out the truth is a pair of long sleeves, makeup or a fake smile. They could be seconds away from death & you would never know. You will only know what they want you to & to me thats just horrifying.
I think the hardest part of being a selfharmer isnt the pyscical pain, its the hiding & peoples looks on their faces when they discover what you have done to yourself.
I hate when people try to say people who are bigger hurt more than girls who are smaller.  "too skinny" "too fat" "stick" "chubby"
its not only being bigger that hurts, being tiny hurts too. People only focus on the pain of people who are "over weight" or people who are just above the "average" weight. a girl who is 98 pounds can feel as much pain as a girl who is 300. Lets be real here an "average" weight does not exist. Its stupid & only making girls & guys of today judge themselves more than they should. EVERYONE IS BEAUTIFUL & weight should never matter. If you have the nerve to make fun of someone or exclude them or talk about them in any way because of their weight & not their personality then you sir are an @ss.
ATTENTION       ATTENTION        ATTENTION          ATTENTION       ATTENTION          

                                         Hey! if theres anyone who is going through a hard time & needs to talk or is just bored & wants to have a convo feel free to kik me because i dont always get messages
ONE RULE: if you just wanna have a convo no one wordansweres allowed please
        ------->kftg12 <-------

ill do my best to try & help you with what ever your problem is, everything we talk about will stay between us, i just wanna help because ive been through alot & know that sometimes its easier to talk to a stranger who cares than a friend who judges.
S/N: my name is alyssa
:)  
ATTENTION       ATTENTION        ATTENTION          ATTENTION       ATTENTION       ATTENTION       ATTENTION    


                                         Hey! if theres anyone who is going through a hard time & needs to talk or is just bored & wants to have a                                                  convo feel free to kik me because i dont always get messages on here.
                                                                         ONE RULE:
                                        if you just wanna have a convo no one word answeres allowed please

                                                                                                  -------> kftg12 <-------


ill do my best to try & help you with what ever your problem is, everything we talk about will stay between us, i just wanna help because ive been through alot & know that sometimes its easier to talk to a stranger who cares than a friend who judges.
S/N: my name is alyssa :)  
Worst thing about having scars is hiding them, im addicted. Its a drug & i cant quit.
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