I don't know if anyone is reading this because I honestly haven't been on a witty in a year, even though it feels like it's been lifetimes since. For those of you who don't know who I am, I once ran this account where girls submitted secrets and I posted them here. There was hundereds of secrets and they sort of kind of killed me.
I'm sorry to the girls whose secrets are still sitting in my inbox. I know they never ended up where you wanted them to but I can promise you that at least one person has read them. and it has been a year- I really hope things have changed for you.
they certainly have for me.
sadness isn't so bad. eventually you start loving it back just as much as it loves you. eventually you're really afraid it's going to be taken away. because now there is more at stake because you're finally living, and that's alot more than you ever did before.
I guess I just want to tell you guys that one day all those secrets are going to seem so stupid to you and you won't be able to understand how you once were a girl who thought all these things were important. I know that's hard to hear, but it's true. it's only been a year but sometimes I read the things I wrote a year ago and I feel like it was some completely other person who held the pen and wrote it down. and that's really weird because maybe in a year, I'll look at what I'm writing now and it will be just as insane and stupid.
I guess I just want you guys to know right now that if you've got something big to say, say it.
if you wait, then in a few months you're going to think it was really stupid and it's gonna suck because you had the chance to say something big but instead you still have all your stupid words and you're just something small.
I'm not going to post any more secrets. but I'm also not going to delete this account. I would never delete your words because once upon a time they were your whole world. they were my whole world too. you guys changed my life. you were one small step that led to the most insane things that I never imagined happening in my life. you'll hear about them one day, too.
because I'm about to say something real big.