thingsishouldhavesaid

Status: stay strong.<3
Joined: May 15, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 174679
Location: NC.
Gender: F

Quotes by thingsishouldhavesaid

my head feels so heavy,
my heart feels so empty...</3

Today's my last day of the ninth grade! <3
SUMMMER HERE I COME!

i serioulsy dont get myself.
i have the best.
i have a family who loves me.
my boyfriend is amazing.
but, i always wanna leave.
not leave, like get my stuff and walk out the door.
i mean, go away.
as in, ya know.
just kill myself.
i feel horrible all the time.
people give me looks that could kill.
people judge me for my past .
when they shouldd judge the future.
people seriously make me feel so worthlesss.
i shouldnt even be here.
even when things are going right,
something is always wrong.
so yeah, i just wanna go away ..</3

 HE  saw you. 
  He met you.
  HEwanted you.
HE liked you
he chased you.
he got you.
he had you.
But, you were stupid,
& you left him.

People take pills,
to be "happy."
to be "sane."
to be able to "function right."
well, even if it makes you "happy,"
or "sane," or 'whatever.'
They cant change just what you think.
They cant change the fact of me actually wanting to cut.
They cant change me thinking about hurting myself,
about me just wanting to checking out of here.
They cant change that.
but, what if there was a pill that changed what you think ?.

ive heard so many words
but i had no courage
now were saying goodbye
dont want to misss you tonight.
tell me its not over now..
i can change your mind somehow..
i, i give it all,
i trip and fall,
for you.
& i, hope you wouldnt mind,
just one more try,
for something new,
i need you.
ineedyou. <3
dont be shocked if i cry.
youve changed me inside.
i turned my back on you...!
you were the only reason i pulled through,
i puullled through.
tell me its not over now
i can changeyour mind somehow.
my head feels so heavy.
my heart is so empty..
i, i give it all.
i trip and fall.
i trip and falll.
i, i give it alll..
i trip and falll..
for you.
& i, hope you wouldnt mind,
just one more try
for something new
i need you.
ineedyou.<3

if my mom could see how i feel inside,
how hurt i am,
how destroyed i feel,
all the pain i always feel,
how miserable i am.
if she could see inside my head to see,
how everyday i think about commiting suicide,
if she could see everything,
know everything,
the least thing she would worry about,
is yelling at me all the time,
making it worse,
getting me stressed,
& making me clean my room,
wash dishes,
vaccuum house,
fold clothes,
clean bathrooms,
it would be amazing if she could just kno,
then she would be least worried about everything else,
just her own daughter. </3

just look for the little things. </3




said to me by my friend Jackie.(: who is also on witttty.! it helped me some actuallly, even though im stubborn.

And she stands in the mirror,
She looks less alive,
She's feeling it all now,
But she doesn't cry..
She doesn't cry......</3



you know?
i fake oh so well,
 that god himself cant tell
what i mean & why
my words are less than parallel,
with my feet,
you ask me what i need,
& all i really need..
is to breathe.<3

breathe by heiswe(:



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