truth is guiiiiseeee;
before i found witty,
i was completely lost.
i came on here & realized i wasnt alone.
people felt like i felt.
way more than i expected..
i've made some great friends on here,
& im glad i've been on witty for over a year now.
i dont know what i would have done without witty,
or the peoople on it.
without witty i would have killed myself,
i thought i was the only one,
i thought i was alone.
but, now i know im not.
& just knowing i have people who support me,
& actually want me on this earth,
helps me to keep going everyday.♥
Rest: by me.(:
what would it be like to
die?
would it hurt?
would i cry?
who would miss me when i was gone?
who would think i was wrong?
would my family be a wreck?
or would it just be a reality check?
chorus:
why would i want to kill
myself?
why would i want to hurt myself?
is it just so wrong..?
i think i dont even deserve myself.
but im serious right now
i would love to have my last breath
right now.
i want to fall to the ground..
i want to rest.
i love the fresh air
the wind that blows through my hair
the salty ocean in the summertime
& my favorite songs on repeat
i love to get your attention
& i love it when you say you love me
but is it enough to keeep me here?
i liike it when you kiss me like that.
it makes me feel wanted..
but sometimes being wanted isnt enough.
(chorus again)
im sinkin sinkin down,,
downdowndown
im drowning!
my life is uncomplete
now i cant even stand on my feet.
i dont wanna die yet, im so young..
but see, ive made a mistake
& ive realized it too late.
i dont wanna say goodbye
i dont wanna go away
but its too late
ill just fly away...(x3)
(chorus
again)
is it
so crazy how much i realized i miss you.?
even tho i have a boyfriend & i broke up with you?
is it really so crazy that i want you back.?
you kno everything about me , & get me.
i guesss it took me this long to realize that.
i've been with this guy for almost 7 months.
i dont wanna break his heart, because i also love him to
death.
but, i dont know what i really want anymore.?
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i've been thinking.
i'm so ready to leave this world.
there is no point in this life.
none at all.
you put everything into this world,
& you get nothing back.
maybe i'll just slit my wrist, or take some pillls.
who knows.
i just wanna be gone.
at least im still looking for reasons to stay.
but, i doubt that i'll find any.
maybe i will just wait a while.
cause right now,
hope is on my mind.