thingsishouldhavesaid

heey i also struggle with anorexia and cutting. you can text me if you want.. 7047988445

how i look, act, even the way i laugh i think is annoying. if i'll ever be good enough for anyone besides the one guy im with who loves me. ? & just feeling worthless alot, & having so many ups and downs that its so crazy. being suicidal in those moments. & i have to go to the psychiatrist person soon, like maybe thursday. not sure.

theres soooo many pennsylvania people... lolol, mywitty bestfriend lives there, i wanna live there i live in stupid nc...;//

north carolina.(:

if she was your true bestfriend then she wouldnt have left your side for her 'image.' noones 'image' is even gonna matter one day. im sorry, but shes stupid for ever leaving your side.(:

;pour me out-he is we<3
;paradise lost-hollywood undead.
;sell your soul-hollywood undead.

i just prinnted this out.(:

ohmygosh. my story isnt the same, but my boyfriend now knows everything ive went through, everything; about the cutting, drugs, smoking. everything. he knows about me wanting to kill myself a lot. we've been together 7 months, im almost always tempted to break up with him because i think he is staying with me just because hes afraid ill hurt myself if he leaves, i tell him ill be fine, but he insists he isnt staying with me because of that, he says he loves me.. idk.

15!

i love that song. <3

you about made me cry.., look; i feel the exact same way. i also have to take pills to make me 'happy', 'sane,' but, i still think the same things. i still want to hurt myself, i still want to just kill myself. if only they made a pill to change what you think.... </3

trust me, i used to cut tooo. still do sometimes. i think about suicide all the time... but, i reallize that ill get over this sooon, it will get better. you probly dont think so but you WILL get over this guy. i did..

mememe.(: i wont judge if you wont judge me... 704-798-8445

me toooo :(

i think my mom has an eating disorder too. shes 5'6" & weighs 108. im scared for her. shes always eatingso healthy and exercise almost too much. lately ive felt the same. when i eat i feel sick, like im making myself fat. i have gained weight over the past year. about 10 pounds. but i kno im nowhere near obese. but lately after that sickly feeling ive wanted to puke.

same here, people talk about me & call me anorexic; legit bruhhh? like honestly is that just jealousy.? i mean i dont call anyone fat EVER. because i think that everyone is beautiful. but, seriously your gonna bully me by saying im toooo skinny.. what has this world become? like honestly though, i dont feel so skinny like they think iam. i really dont think im that skinnny. but apparently iamm..

thankyou so much. i need that.(:

it doesn't make you weak but 'Fake_a_smile' is right. it gives you a greater temptation. i have brought mine before & always end up doing it. if i dont bring it i usually dont.

im sooo glad you didn't do it... trust me girl, i attempted a few times but never went through with it also.. i have learned that as time goes on things do get better. i am SOOOGLAD that i didnt the chances i had wanted to. it TRUELY does get better. iloveyougirrrrlllly.<3 i am still struggling today with cutting; & whatnot. but ya know.. as of right now im glad im here. i loveyou & hope you are getting better. (:

this happened to me,,, but it was my bestfriend who doesnt know a thing & she was sitting right beside of me.... sucks:/