Who would have thought, that after all
we had been through in the past two years we would be saying
goodbye for the final time.
your gone,just like that,out of my
life...its unbearable this pain that im feeling..i actually love
going to school, i get to see your face, and hear your voice, but
schools ending, what am i going to do them..?
remember last summer when we snuck out
and we talked and talked and your beautiful voice put me to sleep
and you held me in your arms... thats something i miss so much,
having that feeling of security of being in your arms, i miss how
we would talk for hours on the phone, i miss how comfortable i
was with you, but mainly what i miss the most is just having you
there for me just being close to
i want last summer back, even though
there were some bad times we worked through it.. this times
different though..we cant work through it, and theres no going
back to what we had..
you are and will be the only guy
for me, but i cant have you. If only you knew what i was
feeling...and what i was thinking...i hope your happy with your
new girlfriend...i hope shes better than
always love you.</3