torimoriluv

Status: As long as you love me <3
Joined: August 31, 2011
Last Seen: 8 years
Birthday: April 18
user id: 214057
Location: on that rainbow past the lake ^.^
Gender: F

 

 


Quotes by torimoriluv

Read this please  ,
it may be long .... but it'll mean alot to you 
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Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don’t answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you’re asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She’s screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that “Mommy is crying and sissy won’t wake up.” Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, what’s going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying. The next day at school, there’s an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things they’ve said to you. That boy that used to tease you and call you names, he can’t help but hate himself for never telling you how beautiful you really are. Your ex boyfriend, the one that you told everything to, that broke up with you.. He can’t handle it. He breaks down and starts crying, and runs out of the school. Your friends? They’re sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that anything was wrong, wishing they could have helped you before it was too late. And your best friend? She’s in shock. She can’t believe it. She knew what you were going through, but she never thought it would get that bad… Bad enough for you to end it. She can’t cry, she can’t feel anything. She stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out. It’s a few days later, at your funeral. The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that girl with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot. Everyone’s crying, your little brother still doesn’t know you killed yourself, he’s too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, a lot. You were his big sister, you were supposed to always be there for him. Your best friend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesn’t stop for days. It’s two years later. The whole school talks to a counselor/therapist at least once a week. Your teachers all quit their job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy that used to tease you cuts himself. Your ex boyfriend doesn’t know how to love anymore and just sleeps around with girls. Your friends all go into depression. Your best friend? She tried to kill herself. She didn’t succeed like you did, but she tried…your brother? He finally found out the truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly what you did for years leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day. People care. You may not think so, but they do. Your choices don’t just effect you. They effect everyone. Don’t end your life, you have so much to live for. Things can’t get better if you give up. I’m here for absolutely anyone that needs to talk, no matter who you are. Even if we've NEVER talked before, I'm here for you. ♥
 




Friend:

Oh my God, remember when you used to like ________ ! 


 

You:

HAHAHAHAHAHA, shut up. 


 



(the x-factor)
 
Jillian Jensen : I happened to get a tattoo and it happens to say "stay strong" . Well , we have it from sure similar reasons . I was bullied a lot through middle school and high school .
Demi Lovato : Look, were both up here . The bullies that bullied us? they are at home watching t.v.
Jillian Jensen : and I just want to say thank you for all you have done in support of anti-bullying i really do appreciate it .
Demi Lovato :
I know exactily what you've gone through . But ive made it through it and i know you can too i cant wait for the bullies at home to see this... im gonna say yes 


 

 
Everybody wants hapiness, nobody wants pain. but you cant have a rainbow without a little rain .
 

"I maybe made some mistakes but im only human"
- Eminem
"I love Justin Bieber!" Mike eat a snickers. You're gay when you're hungry

Heres to the directioners,

who wish they were niall's princess

Life is about change,
sometimes its painful
sometimes it's beautiful,
but most of the time its both.

 



When girls call you ugly : 
"I dont care !!!! , you look like a monkey ANYWAYSSSS !"

When boys call you ugly :

"My life suckss !!! No one likes me anymore !!!!!"