looking in the mirror what do I see?
Hoping to see anything but me.
when im looking at myself,
I hope to see something else.
I sit here and think, why?
why am I not beautiful?
why am i so different?
Everyone around me is so happy
they're the ones that make me feel ugly.
Ugly enough to starve, ugly enough to just cry.
cry myself to sleep wishing i was different.
different in a way that I could Standout.
I want to standout for my perfections,
not my
imperfections.
I not see any perfections. I see nothing.
seeing nothing is not as bad as feeling nothing.
feelings like your no important.
overall i feel like a am
NOTHING.
I'm an actress cant you see,
I pretend to be okay, but its really not me.
I laugh, I smile, my life is just a fun ride
To bad that’s only on the outside.
I act so happy, I always crack jokes
But inside all I do I mope.
Yea this is me,
But you don’t know what you see
My walk my talk the way I dress
I truly am, an actress
- it took really long, no joking please <3
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when i see
you i get butterflies,
when you talk to me i feel my
heart drop,
when you hug me i feel like
theres no one else
but then...
when i see you do that
to every other girl,
i feel my heart break more and more,
not just because of the other girls,
because you
don't realize
how
much it hurts.
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