tottenbabe4life

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Quotes by tottenbabe4life

looking in the mirror what do I see?
Hoping to see anything but me.
when im looking at myself,
I hope to see something else.
I sit here and think, why?
why am I not beautiful?
why am i so different?
Everyone around me is so happy
they're the ones that make me feel ugly.
Ugly enough to starve, ugly enough to just cry.
cry myself to sleep wishing i was different.
different in a way that I could Standout.
I want to standout for my perfections,
not my imperfections.
I not see any perfections. I see nothing.
seeing nothing is not as bad as feeling nothing.
feelings like your no important.
overall i feel like a am
NOTHING.


  you aRe the one
the one i lean on when i need a friend
the one i
text before going to bed
the one i
hug when i want to feel loved
the one i
dream about when i sleep
the one i
cry to about my problems
the one i can
trust when i need to get something off my chest
the one i
love



 

I'm an actress cant you see,

I pretend to be okay, but its really not me.

 

I laugh, I smile, my life is just a fun ride

To bad that’s only on the outside.

 

I act so happy, I always crack jokes

But inside all I do I mope.

 

Yea this is me,

But you don’t know what you see

 

My walk my talk the way I dress

I truly am, an actress

- it took really long, no joking please <3

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when i see you i get butterflies,
when you talk to me i feel my heart drop,
when you hug me i feel like theres
no one else
but then...
when i see you do that to
every other girl,
i feel my heart
break more and more,
not just because of the other girls,
because
you don't realize
how much it hurts.
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so theres this boy....
hes so perfect,
sweet

funny
smart
and has a perfect body

and knows how to treat a girl,
i cant help but think of him!
to bad he doesnt even realize it


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everyday i have to text you first                                                                                        
everyday you make me wanna hate you so much, but i cant                                   
everyday i can feel my heart break  more every second,                                          
everyday i try to hide my feelings from you,                                                                   
everyday you don't realize how much you hurt me,                                                     
everynight, i wait up for you to call like you used to,                                                    
everynight, i wish i could fall asleep talking to you,                                                     
everynight i wait up till 11:11 to make the wish that you will come back,                 
everynight i look at the one thing that reminds me of you and hold it close to me

everynight, i cry myself to sleep knowing i will never be able to have you again   

all mine <3
true story </3

&& i guess
i was in the right place;
at the wrong time.
because if it was the right time
i would still be you

I know that you're not sorry.
you never were .
never will be .
</3
this is me ,who i am, what i will be
so if you don't like me for me
 then just leave
because im not changing for anyone