Status: I might be pushing insanity.
Joined: March 22, 2012
Last Seen: 6 years
user id: 285703
Location: my home
Gender: F
The name is Trisha.

Army National Guard

Forgive and forget.
I'm naturally weird and awkward.
ELE = Everyone Loves Everyone.
Love, peace, and chicken grease.

I do a lot of surveys. And I like to post song lyrics. Sometimes I post thoughts or my own quotes.


Quotes by trishafaye819

So, I won a prize for this contest I entered... AND got an honorable mention. SO my poem is going to get recognized when I go to the college on the 13th of May. ^.^

If you have're spoiled :3
[] own car
[x] cell phone
[] own phone line
[x] bf/gf
[] own bathroom
[x] own room
[x] 2 or more story house
[] built-in pool
[]guest house
[] game room
[] tv in your room
[x] Double (queen) Bed
[] more than 20 pairs of shoes
[] 10+ things from a designer store
[x] good grades
[ ] Dior sunglasses
[] louis vuitton purse
[] iPod
[x] XBOX
[] PS2
[] mp3 player

  7 Total.

[] Mercedes Benz
[x] basketball hoop
[] air hockey table
[] pool table
[] ping pong table
[] trampoline
[] live ON a lake or pond
[] own a pair of skiis
[] own a snowboard
[x] has a boat
[] has a jet ski
[ ] has a beach house/ cabin

  2 Total

[ ] only child
[] stereo system in bedroom
[x] DVD player in bedroom
[ ] 100+ dvd's
[]gets $50+ for allowance each month
[] goes shopping every month...or every week
[] shops at abercrombie
[ ] goes snowboarding/ skiing every weekend
[x] makeup
[x] cologne/perfume
[] AIM
[ ] MSN
[]5+ trophies
[x]own digital camera
[]walk-in closet

  4 Total.

[] electric scooter
[] dirt bike
[] 4X4 truck
[] guitar/drums
[] hammock
[] been on a cruise
[] traveled out of the country
[] weight set/ workout set in house
[] personal fit trainer
[] expensive jewerly
[] met a celeb
[x] straightener/ curling iron
[] gets hair done/nails/spas
[] on/was on a Varsity team for the school
[] own batting cage
[] 100+ in wallet/ purse right now
[] own savings account
[x]1+ BEST friends
[] been to the carribean
[] been to europe.
[] been to hawaii
[] been to NY

  2 Total.

[] shopped in seattle
[] eaten at the space needle in seattle
[] been on the eiffel tower in paris
[] been on the statue of liberty in NY
[] been on the honor roll for 2+ years
[ ] went on a trip for sweet sixteen birthday
[] lives on a private property
[x ] license
[x] moved 3+ times
[]sports car
[] hot tub
[x] pet(s)
[ ] ranch
[] At&t
[] verizon
[] cingular
[x] virgin mobile / other
[x] been to 5+ states in the US.
[] dont have a job.

  5 Total.

[] 100+ buddies on messenger
[x] alarm clock
[x] home-cooked meal almost everyday
[] eat-out almost everyday
[x] been in a limo
[x] own camcorder
[] own laptop
[] own desktop

  4 Total.

Overall Total:

You spoiled?
[] yes..
[x] no 

This a really great site, but also. I need one more poem to add to my entry for a contest for a college. :)
Please help! 

Old enough for responsibilities

Too young to be responsible

Old enough to apply for a job
Too young to have experience

Old enough to know your dreams
Too young to go after them

Old enough to babysit
Too young to be trusted to be home alone

Old enough for the military
Too young to vote

What a stupid age
the monster is

reaching around

grabbing for me
trying to get close
close enough to swallow me
into the seemingly endless pit

rushing before the light comes
fighting its way to me
trying to get close
close enough to take a bite
so that part of me is always stuck

stuck inside the pit
endlessly falling
until I 
rock bottom


\m/ HotelAlfaIndia SierraAlfaTangoNovember \m/
 ((\m/ HAIL SATAN \m/)  in military alphabet)


"In all the wonders of nature, I still can't find something more fascinating than the darkness." -Corthonyax
day 1- 5 facts about you 
day 2- the initials of the person you loved the longest/most

day 3- your closest friends
day 4- the thing you most fear
day 5- the saddest moment in your life
day 6- favorite sport(s)
day 7- favorite song/artist
day 8- your deepest secret
day 9- first impression on the guy you like now
day 10- last time you cried
day 11- thing closest to your heart
day 12- when you hear this song you cry
day 13- place wanna visit really badly
day 14- favorite book
day 15- favorite animal
day 16- favorite show
day 17- last time someone hurt you
day 18- the story behind your life
day 19- person who scares you the most
day 20- last major injury
day 21- favorite youtube video
day 22- phone type
day 23- biggest confession
day 24- last break up
day 25- last heart break
day 26- the day you regret the most
day 27- first friend
day 28- favorite drink
day 29- a letter to someone in your family
day 30- a letter to a friend

5 facts about me: 
I'm in the national guard.  I have one of the most loving and caring boyfriends ever.  I already know who I'm going to spend the rest of my life with.  I have 5 siblings.  And my cat is my life, but I'm allergic to him
SO great news...
My teacher's submitting my latest poem into a contest. And I'll get to go and meet with a lot of different poets, authors, and knowledgeable people. :D 
I'm really super duper excited.(:

The Girl
at the end of the day

who actually cares about the quiet girl

whose parents fight constantly

even after the divorce

who actually cares about the hungry girl

who goes home everyday not knowing whether or not she’s going to have a meal

even with the food stamps

who actually cares about the caring girl

who’s trying her hardest and best to keep her young siblings away from reality

even though she grew up too fast

who actually cares about the pretty girl

whose own mother calls her ugly, fat, a waste

even though she’s everything her mother wishes to be

who actually cares about the smart girl

who doesn’t have the motivation do her homework

even though she knows it all

who actually cares about the kind girl

who is afraid to go to school because she gets bullied

even though she’d rather not be home either

because at the end of the day

who actually cares about the quite, hungry, caring, pretty, smart, kind girl

dealing with

depression and anxiety

sleep paralysis and lucid dreams

with scars dancing across every inch of her skin

at the end of the day who gives a d@mn about the girl
small, fragile
peeing, pooping, attacking
mistakes, soft, adorable, playful
growing, learning, remembering
big, fat