Welcome to the life of a screw upppp~
hi. well. i'm not saying my name, mostly because i'm ashamed of my
past. i can't say i've been through it all, because i know for a fact i haven't,
but life hasn't been an easy ride. i've been abused and bullied...finally this
has stopped. i've been through depression and therapy. i've been through
self-harm. i've been through drugs and deaths. bye.
I wish people would understand
Yes, getting broken up with sucks. Being backstabbed by
someone who you thought you could trust hurts. But do
you know there's people out there who have it much worse
than you do? There are people on here who are abused every
single night by the ones they love. There are people who are
neglected by their parents, the ones who are supposed to love
them the most. There are people who have severe depression.
There are people with diseases that are uncurable and they
are
suffering pain everyday. There are people with addictions
which
they cannot help. Have you ever thought to yourself,maybe
my
life isn't that horrible? There's someone out
there, I can promise
that has something going on in their life way worse than your
everyday boy and friendship drama.
How bad other people have it
Life would be so much easier if
I wasn't judged by who I hang
out with,what music I listen to, who I
hang out with, my religion and what I believe, where I'm
from, how I
do in school, my race, my weight, what I look like, how I speak,
if I'm
going out with someone or not, what I've done with someone,
how
much money I have, where I live, what sports I play, what hobbies
I
have, of I i just wasn't stereotyped by things I
usually cannot control.
That girl
whose made fun
of? whose ignored? who feels like she isn't good enough?
who feels ashamed because of acne? who feels ashamed because of
her weight?
who just wants someone to tell everything to who won't back
stab her? who wishes she could
trade places with someone, even just for a day? who pretends she
doesn't care? but deep down she does?
whose dying on the inside? blasts her music? wants some to love
her and care? just wants to
scream?
That girl is me