tryingtofly

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hey stalkers
  i won't take control
hi, I'm Liv. I'm insecure, shy, a complete mess, & hanging on by a thread. Somehow, I'm making it by though. I'm independent. People say it's a good thing, but I hate it because it makes me feel so alone. I don't think I truly matter to anyone because everyone leaves. I'm not looking for attention, I just need a place to vent.
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January 15th, 2012 4:20 pm;mall with Kristen & Caitlin later 
you can do basically anything... this is best off as a journal tho. your about me is on the left < . it looks best if it doesn't scroll though.
this is my life. i ask of you very simple things. don't judge me, lol we all have our days. and if you don't have anything nice to say, please don't say it. if i'm already mad, it could make me crazy. haha i know a lot of you won't read this stuff. i just need someone to vent.

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RunawaLove    

                                [
Prologue]

                          

       I pretended the goodbye didn't hurt. But in reality, it absolutely killed me. As Danny wrapped his arms around me, I decided I couldn't stifle the tears any longer. As each teardrop fell onto my right flip flop, a memory of the two of us drifted through my mind.
             I'm sure you're thinking we're going through a breakup. I wish. I never got to tell Danny how I felt. I never got to feel his soft lips upon mine. I never fell asleep underneath the stars while wrapped in his arms. I never had him look me in my aqua blue eyes and tell me he loved me.
                 Just the two of us, standing in his driveway, I was swallowed by his muscular arms. I tried to blink back my tears and I gazed up at the blazing sun, willing this moment to last forever. But no, it couldn't. In any minute, Danny would be in his Mercedes, on his way to his new home in Tampa, Florida. His parents left in their own cars a half an hour before, but now it was his turn to leave Connecticut.
                    "Thanks for always being there for me," he whispered, ruffling my locks of hair. Even though he broke apart from our embrace, his chocolate brown eyes staring lovingly at me made up for it.
                "Welcome," I tried to say. But more tears came pouring down, and my face could have easily been mistaken for the Nile River.
                     Danny noticed this immediately, so he wrapped his arms around me again. But this only made me sob harder. Not only did I love him, but he was the only person who knew me inside and out. Well, not quite. The only thing Danny didn't know about me was how much I loved him.
                     Standing right there in his arms, I was about to pour my heart out and tell him how I feel. Then I heard him say the 6 deadly words.
                     "You always were a good friend."
                      And at that moment, I realized that's all we would ever be.
                      I took my hands off of him and used them to wipe my tears. "You should probably go. You're late already."
                      There was something in his eyes... I wasn't quite sure what. Anger? Pain? Humiliation? All I knew was that I couldn't stand looking in them any longer.
                       "Okay. Bye then, Allie."
                        He strode to his car, and with every footstep, pain struck me. When Danny reached his Mercedes, he stood there with his arm around the driver's door for a full minute, as if he wanted to say something. I remained in my spot, overwhelmed by the suspense. But suddenly, he jumped in the car, slamming the door behind him. And next I knew... he was off.

                                      And he had no idea how I felt about him.


 
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