We have been best friends since we first met and i love you like a
sister! We do almost everything together and it is a lot of
fun. When we don't partner up and I seem mad I'm not.
I seem mad because I felt like I was losing my best friend
and I had mixed emotions and mad was the one that showed.
Since you told me nothing about how you just wanted to get
closer to her (with things like being partners) and seemed to
ignore me. I felt like you were always mad at me for being
sad and that just made me feel worse. Since I started dating
the one I am now almost everything in my life fell apart. Here is
my list of why I am so sad or depressing: At least 2 fights a day
with my parents, one sister purposly tries to hurt me, I have had a
few thoughts of suicide, my uncle's cancer is getting worse, I
feel like I am not good enough for my friends/bf, one of my cousins
was rushed to the ER and no one would tell me why, I might move
next year to another state, i lost some friends and i felt like i
almost lost my best friend, and the list goes on and
on. I try to be as happy as I can but at times I can't
help but think about this list and become really sad. I am
sorry for everything I did to make you not like me or seem to not
like me. I want to just go back to you being my best friend
(i don't have to be your only best friend). I still love
you like a sister!