unforgetableCaleb

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Joined: June 30, 2012
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Gender: M
To be honest- I heard girls in my class talking about this website, so I thought I would take a look at it. Anyway; I don't define myself as perfect, actually, I'm so far from it. I live in a small town in a big state. I have a beautiful girlfriend, Aubree. We've been together for 2 years and 10 months. I'm head over heals for her. She's the best thing that has ever happened to me. Aubree and I have a beautiful baby girl, Kenley Micah Sager. She's the center of my world, I love her so much. I can't say that i have the worst life, but I can promise you that what i've been through, wasn't easy. My best friend Micah, died in front of me on July 3rd, 2012. It's the hardest thing i've ever had to deal with. I live and I learn, and everything that I've been through only made me the person I am today. I'm here to inspire as many young lives as I can. You aren't alone, even if you feel like nobody cares. Someone has always been down that road, and it may not be easy, nobody ever said it wouldn't be hard, but you just got to keep your head up and make it through. Life is beautiful, you just have to look past the darkness. I'm going to keep living for you, Micah. I love you. B4L. ( Bro's for life ) Rest in Peace. Followers and Comments.  
 

 

 

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You Know I'd fall apart without you. 
I don't know how you do what you do. 
'Cause everything  that don't make sense about me, 
makes sense when I'm with you.
[2.11.10]


 
 Kenley Micah Sager. ♥ Mommy & Daddy's little Angel. 
Kenley and I. ♥ Image and video hosting by TinyPic My brother's kid, Aiden, holding Kenley.  Image and video hosting by TinyPicKenley sticking her tongue out at me. (:
 Kenley and her Daddy in the hospital

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 Drug Addiction? Please read ;<3


If you're reading this please know there's a meaning and feeling behind each of these words.

we all lose people we love at some point in our lives, we lose them no matter how much we love them, how old they are, whether we just saw them and they were fine or maybe we made the mistake and never took the time to see them when we should of.. either way the people we love can leave us at anytime and the thing is when they're gone they're gone and there's no way we can bring them back..

I lost one of my friends on March 7th 2013. He was only 14.

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these 14 words just broke the tears my eyes were filled with. I miss him more than anything, and i know there's nothing i can do to bring him back no matter how hard i beg, plead or i cry. there's nothing i can do.. But i know his death could of been preventable.
 He was struggling to fully recover from his drug addiction.
He passed away suddenly at home. 

When it comes to death, people instantly take the negative but i'm content with the thoughts that he's now in his ideal happiness with out the suffering of pain from strong cravings, and the struggles life can sometimes bring us. Although, it saddens me to know he never got to live his life to the fullest, he never got to get married, he never got to have children, or to see different parts of the world, to experiance the wonderful feelings life can give you when you reach a certain age and that he's no longer here for me to simply even talk to, or see..

I may not be able to plead for his life back, but i can beg you.. if you do any kind of drug; consider the effects you're placing not only within yourself but also the people around you.
Life is a delicate thing, and if you're a drug addict and refuse to quit no matter what people tell you that's your choice, and that's ok but please keep in mind the people you love no matter their age could one day leave you forever.. and you too will be unable to do anything to bring them back.

"Make everyday breathtaking and once of a lifetime. Some don't realize tomorrow isn't promised; it's a privilege." -Christopher Lien.

"To anybody who has struggled with a disease called Chemical Dependency is reading this, you're not alone. Trust me, I'm 14 years old but drugs made me do horrid and despicable things. I was human without a soul, just relentlessly beating my body with poison. If you're currently struggling with addiction and if your life is unmanageable, just take a seat and think. Just think about where you used to be and once had eternal bliss. Chemical Dependency robbed you of everything you were blessed to have. I'm a recovered drug addict, 4 weeks and 6 days today. I had hit rock bottom and had no faith in life. I'm in a much better place due to my strive for sobriety. I encourage you to give it a try.. Life is truly more rewarding than we all know. I'm here for support, always. Much peace and love." -Christopher Lien.

"I have a million uses in me just waiting outside for me to start contemplating on going back to drugs again. But I don't have another rehab in me; these cravings are tearing me apart." -Christopher Lien.

"Take a moment in silence for the still suffering addicts. For the addict that will pick up for the first time; or the addict who will die tonight. God, grant me the serenity to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference. Peace, love." -Christopher Lien.

"When my day comes, just promise you'll remember me. Judge me for my intentions and not my past." -Christopher Lien.

"I just wanted to be somebody with a purpose", not a drug addicted 14 year old."  -Christopher Lien.

"Faith is the only thing stronger than pain" -Christopher Lien.


; I know your struggle through addiction was tough... And I respected you becoming clean, i'm so sorry you have to pass away so young. I have never met anyone so bright, strong hearted and charismatic as Chris. Anyone who knew him would say the same thing. He was naturally talented to anything he put his mind to. He had a gift for making people want to be around him.  He was inspiration and he inspired me.
You are free'd from the chains of addiction now, Chris.
Rest in Heaven ever so peacefully.
11-13-98 - 3-7-13


http://www.leadertelegram.com/people/obituaries/article_dda27a4d-df0d-524c-8f1e-5a3e40b1cb32.html



 

That moment when you get all choked up.
When your eyes are bloodshot and weary.
When you can barley hear anything.
When everyone in this world is dead to you.
When your trying not to cry.
Taking little gaps of air to keep it all in.
When you feel like your brain is about to expload. When you don't want to talk to anyone. You can't.
When it feels like someone punched you in the stomach.
When you can feel a huge lump in your throat.
When you feel absolutly nothing at all.
Is when you feel the most.

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       my theory is that these

  moments of
                                            impact,     these flashes of high
            intesity  THat
                            completely turn our      lives 
                    upsidÉ™ down ,

                                                                actually end up defining who we are.
                                                          
 



I want to be for you what you never
let me be and I want you to be what
you've been afraid all your life
to become.
I want to kiss you, and kiss you again,
and kiss you so many times our lips
are raw and red and throbbing with
overuse.
I want to hear your name said with
accents, so many new tongues all
across the silly globe we spin upon
and I want to know what mine sounds
like in yours when you say it through
fear, and elation and apprehension
and calm and the complete and total
cessation of worry.

I want you, you and only you for the 
rest of me, me and always me.
I want you to want me.




There's always something to look at if you open your eyes.



 


To  end is to start,
to surrender is to know.

Despair and depression,
together they grow.
Hope shall meet the hopeless
when there's nowhere else to go.

- the suicide note of Misao Fujimura,
which he wrote written directly onto
the trunk of a tree minutes before
committing suicide.