For sale: One heart. Horrible condition. Will take anything for it. Please. Just cut it out of my chest and end the suffering.
I am 13.
I am emo.
I hate the world and everything in it except for my knife.
Kill me.
Please.
My conversation with Mandi, the popular girl:
Mandi: Why are you always so depressed?
Me: Why do you care?
Mandi: I'm a caring person!
Me: (stares suspiciously)
Mandi: Well are you going to tell me, or not?
Me: Life sucks.
Mandi: Well life is life. You don't like it, why don't
you just leave?
Me: I'm trying, trust me.
Mandi: What's that supposed to mean?
Me: That I'm going to eat your face if you don't get away
from me right now.
Mandi: Well that's not very nice. It wouldn't surprise me
though, you are fat and ugly. But honey, eating something even as
beautiful as me isn't going to help much. (Snaps her gum in
my face and walks away.)
Me: (follows and grabs her perfect blonde hair and pulls as hard
as humanly possible.
Mandi: (falls to floor, shocked)
Mrs. Flynn(my english teacher): Alley! Detention!
Me: (not surprised) But she said-
Mrs. Flynn: I don't want to hear it! (walks away angrily)
True story. Happened today. Detention is tomorrow. Darn.
Just because I don't dress like you,
Doesn't mean I have no style.
Just because I don't act like you,
Doesn't mean I act weird.
Just because I don't look like you,
Doesn't mean I am not beautiful in my
own way.
My
life might not be great,
But
I wouldn't want to be anybody else.
This
is not my quote. I got it from some girl I sorta
knew.
For Nick,
I'm sorry that I am so awful to you. I am a terrible
sister. I hate who I am and I know that you do too. It's not
that I hate you or that I'm mad, you are just everything
I've ever wanted to be. You have friends, a girlfriend, you
do good in school, where as my only friend is a rock, there is
nothing in the world that would want to go out with me (including
that rock) and if i did any worse in school they'd probably
send me back to preschool (and I'd still fail). The only
thing about your life that I bet you wish you could change is
that you wish you were an only child. Trust me, I wish you were
an only child too. I love you, Nick, no matter how mean I am to
you.
Love, Cat
A song I wrote about how I feel
If bullets make you dance, I’ll sing straight to your heart...
I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
Feels to be alone and not believe anything
I used to waste my time on
Waste my time dreaming of being alive (now I only waste
it dreaming of you)
she strikes a
pose but she dies inside
nobody knows shes a beautiful suicide.
Keep quiet,
Nothing comes as easy as you.
Can I lay in your bed all day?
I'll be your best kept secret
And your biggest mistake.
Joke me something awful just like kisses on the necks of "just friends"
I'd rather hear your drunken truths, than your sober lies.
No matter what
they say, don't believe a word
The best part of
"Believe" is the "Lie",
I hope you
sing along and you steal a line
I need to keep you like this in my mind
So give in or just give up