unspok3n

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Hiya<3 Im bored...Leave a comment?(:

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Kaylee was here. I love you girl, stay strong.♥

                                                -R.I,P- Hussein Alwaily 8.28.11
                                           It takes one bullet to shed a thousand tears
I'll listen to anything that's good. I really dont like rap. 
I think I'm the only girl on Earth who hasnt bothered to listen to a One Direction song.
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Im scared. Im so so scared. What if nothing good comes from my existance? What if I dissapoint everybody...I'm doing a good job of that so far...I need to get away...
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^^^Number of days till I'm 18.
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Quotes by unspok3n

I havent cried in so long. I lied to everyone and said i was over you, that I couldent even stand you. But for some reason I couldnt lie to alex about it. And when she said she still thinks we were ment for eachother, I couldnt help but to cry. I was lying to myself for so long. Convincing myself I hated you so that I wouldnt love you. Truth is, I still think we were meant for eachother as well. When I picture my wedding, I still see you at the end of the isle. No one else. I havent felt safe or complete since you left. Ive changed everything about myself. When I look in the mirror I cant even recognize myself anymore. I thought changing would fix me, but it didnt. Im still broken, Im just a different kind of broken.
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love
Today I found out that my ex boyfriend will be playing with us at our annual jazz gig at the airport. I am actually debating skipping idk I just Ive been doing so good. I havent been thinking about him and when I do I dont get sad and Im so over it but what if I see him and I start to feel things again. Ive never been so scared
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love

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love
i had a dream last night. Not my usual nightmares, I had a dream. One of those dreams thats so amazing that when you wake up you keep trying to fall back asleep because you didnt want it to end. I had one of those, and it was about a boy I havent dreamed about in years.
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dreams
Its been over two months since the last time we talked. 
Hes shipping off to the military in twelve days.
Twelve days.
August 5th...
Twelve days.
Thats all thats running through my head.
Where did I go wrong?
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iloveyou
I will never forget the time I spent with Justin. He is the love of my life. He always will be my top priority. I dont know if its even possible to find someone who makes me feel as alive as he did, but I can always try. I have to keep my head held high because if Im looking at the past all the time so many great things are going to pass right by me. I love you Justin, forever&always
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missyou
I have a guy who really really likes me and I like him back, and being with him would be so amazing. But for some reason I cant bring myself to do it. I cant say yes to him. Why not? Because of Justin. Because I cant be with anyone who isnt him
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boys
I literally hate everything. I just dont want to be here anymore..
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escape
I laid down,
I drank the poison then I passed the f/ck out.
Now let me tell you 'bout the good life,
I have a million different kinds of fun
when I'm asleep and in a dream that I'm your only one.
Can we create something beautiful and destroy it?
Nobody knows I dream about it, this is my imagination.

-Disasterology

The last time I was drunk I was in his arms,
Maybe if I drink until I cant feel I'll go back to that day?
 
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ptv
And I, all that I wanted was to walk you home
Save a sad song for the sing-along
Oh my God, I just can't handle this
I lost myself inside a drunken kiss
And I, all that I wanted was to walk you home
Save a sad song for the sing-along
 
And she thinks she'll be my tourniquet
As the record on my stereo
Plays her favorite song for two whole days
And the drag stretched out for miles and miles
And what she'd give for one more smile
And how she hoped he missed her
Cause, God, she missed how he would kiss her
 
So why'd you have to go?
Is there something I could say to make you turn around?
Cause nights like these I wish I'd said don't go
Is there anybody there?
Can anybody help to get me out of here?
Cause you're walking down a road that I can't go
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