usernameconcealed

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Joined: April 14, 2013
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I have about 3,000 things going on in my head.

First, RIP Cory.
      You're the reason I started watching glee, because I listened to Bonnie Dune. True talent, gone way quicker than should be imaginable.  

Second, RIP Talia. 
       I've been watching your videos since you started making them. A true Inspiration to so many people including myself. I hope you're still swimming, and having the time of your life.

Heaven gained 2 incredible angels this week.

Third.
      I know you can keep fighting, you're one of the best people I've ever had the chance to meet. I love you. 
But really I do so much just to see you right now.

Or even just talk to you. 
A year ago, it was three and a half years. I never would have guessed in a billion years that it'd be another year, making it four and a half. Thats most of high school, and the entire first year of college. How can someone who I havent seen in nearly 8 months, and havent talked to in just about as much time still mean so much? I've asked to understand why, and at times I've asked to get over you.  I might never understand why its happened this way, but one day I hope I'm granted the strength to move on or the happiness of knowing that you love me. 
I miss every single thing about you. Your hair, eyes, and smile.
Your eyebrow scar from stiches, that freckle below your eye.
Just to name a few.
But most of all your personality.
I still havent met anyone anywhere near you.
We should have happened then.
But they past year has proven that
I fell for you
for all the right reasons. 
Its not that I'm not happy for all of my friends because I really am. But I wish I had one close single friend, because I'm the only one left. With no relationship in sight. Its not that I'm not happy being single because I am. But it'd just be nice to not always be the third wheel for everything. 
I kinda have a fear of dying alone. But I'm not willing to settle for anything less then what I deserve because that scares me even more.
Only a best friend will listen to you talk about their sibling.
I just want my best friend back
four years and you still give me insanely intense butterflies. <3