i might actually cry... and i dont even know you. It might be too late but please there are people out there who care about you. It may not seem that way but things always get better :) i hope it's not too late because you're young and no one nor anything should EVER make you feel as though it would be better off if you were no longer around. Respect yourself, you were the one sprem in 1,0000000 (dont know how many exaclty) who got a chance to make it in this world. You have the choice, but please we are all looking out for YOU! BECAUSE WE CARE!!!!!!