vballchick74

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Quotes by vballchick74



I am f*cking crazy

 but I am free.


Spend more time
 
finding inner peace


why does my brain wander to the furthest places
and make up so many fantasies
          that are nowhere close to reality?  

GOD'S GRACE
allows you the opportunity to fall in love with him.

  over and over again

I WANT MY LIFE
to have meaning.
&
 
I WANT TO MEAN SOMETHING
to somebody.

 

sometimes i wonder if
dreams are reality
&
reality is just a dream

& when you die, you wake up


"it takes getting everything you ever wanted

and then losing it

to know what

true freedom 

is"

- Lana Del Rey

this is my wish for you..
smiles when sadness intrudes
comfort on difficult days
rainbows to follow the clouds
laughter to kiss your lips
sunset to warm your heart
hugs when spirits sag
friendships to brighten your being
beauty for your eyes to see
faith so that you can believe
confidence for when you doubt
courage to know yourself
patience to accept the truth
love to complete your life

 

time goes  friends stay

Remember when we decided to be best friends and everyone thought we were dating.
i thought everyone was crazy
Remember when you said “you’re the best friend i’ve ever had. please never leave me. ”
that was the sweetest thing i’dever heard
Remember when we’d sneak out at 1 in the morning; drive around doing nothing.
everything you said made me smile
Remember when you’d sit front row at my volleyball games and I’d stand behind the dugout to watch you pitch.
i tried so hard to impress you
Remember when you brought me an Oreo McFlurry at 1 in the morning because I’d been crying on the phone to you about a stupid boy.
i knew you were the perfect guy
Remember when we got in that car accident and you told me you couldn’t imagine if you ever lost me.
i fell in love with you
Remember when we couldn’t go a day without texting each other.
i thought about you 24/7
Remember when Wendy’s was our after school hangout spot.
i’dgo anywhere as long as i was with you
Remember when we’d take naps together and i'd fall asleep with my head on your chest.
i never actually fell asleep; i just liked listening to your heartbeat
Remember when everything was perfect.
because i do
i miss that…
 
Remember when you stopped asking me for a ride to school.
i didn’t know why

Remember when you didn’t wait for me after class anymore.
i couldn’t figure out what i did wrong
Remember when you chose to hang out with your pothead friends over me.
i knew they were a bad influence on you

Remember when we slowly stopped texting.
i never got a chance to tell you how i felt

Remember when you forgot my birthday.
i cried myself to sleep that night
Remember when you asked that other girl to prom.

i held back tears when you told me i looked beautiful that night
Remember when i asked you why things changed, and you said you didn’t know.
i just wanted things to be the way they used to be
Remember when i moved halfway across the country without saying goodbye.
i knew you’d never say what i wanted to hear
Remember when we didn’t talk for almost a year.
i was sure i was over you
Remember when we saw each other at a party a few months ago, chatted for a couple minutes, then went our separate ways.

all the old memories came flooding back

i wish things were different…
 
 

[<3] if you’ve ever loved or lost your best guy friend