vent123456789

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why is it so hard for you just to stop sometimes. i get it. it isnt fair, but you take it so damn far it just needs to end. like really yelling at people til they cry... walking out of your house and running away.. i get its not ok that she hits you and i love you to death and i know it hurts you. you gotta control it though. it just goes too far. i want to help you so much but its hard when you're so mad that all you do is yell to me. i cant help you if you dont try to help yourself first. and i cant fix everything. you're amazing but this is gotta stop.. please.. it scares me so much. and her. i know that she is unfair, i know shes overly controling, and i know that she hits. it isnt okay for her to do that to you at all. i know that. you know my door is always open for you and i need you to know that no matter what i will always be here for you, don't worry aboutme leaving you ever. cause it wont happen. we said for ever, i sure as hell ment forever. i love you. lets try and fix this together... please.
i miss you. i really wanna lt you know that. i know this is gonna sound cheesey but it's all true.everyone always tells me what a great couple we were and how stupid i am for breaking up with you.truth is.. i know. im so stupid.i love you and i miss having you around all the time. you're the sweetes guy ever. & you literally changed my life. you taught me so much and you are the only guy that i fell comfortable around. you're the sweetest guy ever and i miss having you around all the time. you were the only guy that could make me feel special and mean it. seeing as you and..... just broke up i understand if you still like her. i didnt wanna break up with you. i was going through a REALLY hard time and i went a little crazy. i started doing bad things to myself. you know me and my mom got in a huge fight,i didnt thinik i was good enough for you. thats why i had someone break up with you both times for me. i didnt wanna see the look on your face when it happened. i woulda broke down right there in front of you & that would made it ten times harder. to be honest, it scared me whenever you and ..... started dating after we broke up..i cried every night, & when you kissed my cheek my heart just melted i felt like i was the best thing in the world.you were my everything. the only on ethat i ever thought baout. the only one i cared about.i didnt wanna think abou thte fact that you werent my boyfriend anymore.i didnt want you to be worriedor break up with me casei was weird..i still have the prestent you gave me frim florudai think its the prettiest thing ever.i miss talking to yu everyday. i miss your hugs. i miss everything about you.i have honest to God never cried hard about a guy except you & brandon. & i only cried about brandon cause he was being mean to me.i still cry about oyu th eday last year whenever you came up to me at lunch and said how sorry you were if you hurt me by dating ashleyit took all my strength to tell you i was okay and not to just hug you right there.we were together for so long. i still remember the date that you asked me out.i was so happy.i remember everything.i could go on and on forever. you made me sooo happy. im not asking for you back. i know you told .... that 2 was enough im so sorry i justt.. i always think about what would have happened if we were still together. do you ever think about that? about me? about.. us?i wanna be with you and if you dont talk to me after this i understandbut i love you i truely have never loved someone so much.. i didnt think it was possible. i just want you to know that im always here for you. thank you so much for making such an aamazing impact on my life. i love you.. & ill never forget you. i wanna be there for you again every step of the way i miss holding your hand i miss everything so much. so many girls like you and i get pushed away now. im just another girl you talk to now.its all my fault. i shouldnt have broken up with youbut i was just trying to put you in a better situtation. im sorry for any pain that i caused you. im soo so so sorry, thats the last thing i would ever wanna do..i would never do it purposly. you didnt deserve any of my crap. im so sorry again im not asking for oyu back i just want you to know.... 
i love you, love me<3


im crying. SO HARD... </3
why. why do you have to make everything so complicated.. i want the same thing you want. you like me. i like you. what more is there to it? im sorry my friends annoy you. but to judge ME on how THEY act is getting pretty low. like im nothing like any of them. im my own peerson. i hate whenever you go from being all happy with me & then just go and bitttchhh at me... it doesnt make me feel good. it makes me feel like im not good enough. just.. im not always gonna be able to do what you want. i get moody. i get crabby. sometimes all i want is a hug. but im me. i have never changed for anyone. & i wont start now. if you cant accept me how i am, then no matter how much i may hurt i guess ill move on..
dude really? you say your my best friend. hahahahhaha youre a joke. you tell me all the time that you talk shiiiiit on people. & i know you do cause you try to talk it with me. what makes you worthy of calling yourself my bestfriend if youre just gonna push me aside like im nothing to you. ever stop to think about anyone else? i understand you go through things at home, but that isnt my fault, & im not gonna sit here and let you talk to me like im some stupid peice of crap. check yourself before you are short of a best friend. you wouldnt even have half of your friends if it wasnt for me. smh. buh bye.
i hate you. so much. 
i really really like you, but i hate that you dont believe me.. like why? i wouldnt lie to you.. ever.. you are seriously amazin, & i couldn't ask for a better boyfriend.. which i wish you were. my boyfriend. i know we've dated before but i actually want this one to last.. we'd have so much fun together.. we always have. & i tried to prove it to you today like you asked but everyone was annoying & i thought you were mad at me.. im so sorry.. please dont be mad. im just ugh.. i dont know what to say to you.. you're hilarious & you always make me laugh. you are the sweetest guy. i mean just little things you do make me smile. & knowing that you like me too kills me. i wish you would believe me.. i wantt this to be a good relationship. i wanna wake up every morning knowing that i get to see you & that no one else can have you. i wanna go to sleep knowing that everythings okay & that you're still here.. i dont wanna loose you again just cause im stupid. i know im not perfect but if you can accept that then why shouldnt i be able to accept you. im not like other girls. i love the feeling of being ONE persons. im very laid back with guys, everyone of my ex's has told me im a good girlfriend. i can hang out with you, i can be there for you. i want to be there for you.. if you'd give me one last chance to prove it.. but i dont think that is gonna happen anymore :/ i really think that you hate me now.. i know you say you arent mad, but i can tell you're upset. it makes me sick to my stomach just to know you're mad at me.. ugh. :/ i just wanna be your girlfriend again.. & be there through everything. i wanna be able to trust a guy again.. & i want him to be you.. :/
can you guys seriously stop. you ruined it. all of you. freakin ruined everything. the one time a guy actually likes me back ya'll have to go and ruin it? like what is this? a joke? i seriously came home and cried. he has NEVER been this mad at me before. it wasn't even my fault. just stop. i told you nicley. now im not gonna be so nice. i was gonna do it & you all messed everything up. thanks. i really apperciate it. :'(
i am SO unbelievably sick of everyone thinking they can run my life. seriously. ill like whoever i want. ill do whatever i want. ill say whatever i want. i hate whenever you think you can tell me what i can and can't do. you arent my freakin parents. freakin annoying. seriously. if you tell me who i can and cant date one more time imma drop you and you can move one. you guys didn't get along in 6th grade? HAHAHAHAHA, COOL. we're in 8th grade now. seriously let go. move on. GROW THE EFF UP. i gaurentee you will find yourself with one less bestfriend as soon as you do it again.