I love you. I love absolutely
everything about you. I really do believe that we can make this
work. I believe this because you believe this. I believe this
because you make me happy and give me hope. Although we're
about to be 1000 miles apart, I believe that you will still love me
as much as you do now, and I know that I will do the same. I know
that these past two months will not be thrown away. It's just
another obstacle we have to get through. And I know we can because
of everything we've already been through. I am positive
you're the one for me, even if we do seperate, I think that we
will somehow find a way back together. Where i can be in your arms
again. That's my favorite place to be. Being in your arms makes
me so happy, and makes me feel so safe. Everytime we kiss, its like
everything rushes through my head and tells me every reason I'm
completely in love with you.. Something no one else will ever
understand. No matter how many people know what we have gone
through, they will never understand how hard everything is right
now. But I don't expect them to. All they can do is be my
shoulder to cry on and be there to say sorry. But I think we all
know that all I want is you by my side, forever and ever.
Everything you've done, it just makes us. We fit together like
no other. I try to explain how much I really do love you to people,
but it really doesn't work. No words can describe it. They
never will be able to, I promise you that. I know I've made so
many mistakes, and I also know that they're all so hard to make
up for, but I will. I promise I will. For the rest of my life. I
can promise you that I will always love you no matter what the turn
out is. You will still always be in my mind. My first real love. I
love you. So much.