Decay *

Status: Pretty faces don't always mean pretty souls
Joined: August 8, 2013
Last Seen: 7 years
Birthday: August 17
user id: 368528
Location: Chattanooga, Ohio
Gender: M

WHAT UP! From the bondocks of Chattanooga, (Ohio).
Favorite Song: Atmosphere By Kaskade
Favorite Color: Blue or Black (toss up)
Favorite Place: Snow Bird Resort, Salt Lake City, Uath
Favorite Game: Skyrim
Favorite Shows: Supernatural And The Walking Dead
 
I work new home construction at Bransteter Builders, ( Its my gpa's company and its family run). I'm part of Parkway FFA and proud of it. I get good grades and I don't play sports but I like to stay in shape tho. I'll listen to any music as long as its not country, I may live in the middle of hick land but i will not listen to their tunes! I LOVE hunting.I drive a big ole F-150. My mom jsut got married so now I have a step brother and sister and I'm the youngest which sucks.
                                                              
                                                          












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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Hey how have you been?
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★♡flying high♥☆* 1 decade ago
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Turnerr why you no reply
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I never got a notification I'm sorry!
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★♡flying high♥☆* 1 decade ago
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its alright (: hows thing??
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Great! I have a gf now!
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★♡flying high♥☆* 1 decade ago
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Aawwh really (: im so happy for you (: what happened??
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Well we've been friends for a while then we started talking then I asked her out and I'm just so happy!
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★♡flying high♥☆* 1 decade ago
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Awwh im so happy for you (: well done whats her name??
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol thanks her names Vern and she has a witty profile too!
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★♡flying high♥☆* 1 decade ago
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Awwh im congratulations :P sorry bout the late reply I thought I had replied already :L what's her username imma follow her
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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lol it's fine! And her username is dauntlessfordays
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★♡flying high♥☆* 1 decade ago
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Awwh she's so pretty :O ....... im glad that you're happy you deserve it
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol thanks! And yes so am I!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol thanks! And yes so am I!
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★♡flying high♥☆* 1 decade ago
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Ughh I didn't get the notification and here I was thinking you'd left but really it was me sorry
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SkittlesGirl 1 decade ago
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No i havent ditched you, ive got exams and i still didnt get my ipad back, and my first exam in on thursday, a lot has been going on you know.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yeah I know
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AnInsecureGirl 1 decade ago
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Turner, hey. How are you going? Are you okay?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Im a lot better now thanks! And where you been?
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AnInsecureGirl 1 decade ago
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I don't know which one to reply to, so I'll just reply to this one. Do you know what I'm talking about? Well, I've been all over the place. Every time I log onto witty, it's taken away from me. My dad will tell me to go to sleep, my mom will tell me to do my homework, someone will need the device I'm on. It always happens. Always. Is there a welding program at the school you'll be going to? I know you said that you wanted to weld once, so do you still want to do that?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lmao it's fine and I get what you mean, and yes welding a part of the program I'm gonna be in
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AnInsecureGirl 1 decade ago
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So you're going to weld? I just looked up welding and I got a bunch of pictures of people with injuries. Is it really dangerous? Have you seen some of the pictures? Man, be careful.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lmao I haven't seen any bad pics and eh I suppose it's dangerous...I almost caught myself on fire and I'll be careful.
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AnInsecureGirl 1 decade ago
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You say you "suppose it's dangerous" and then go on to say that you almost caught yourself on fire? Yeah, totally harmless. If you don't like graphic pictures that will scar you, then don't look up those pictures. And hell yeah you're going to be careful. You better!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lmfao yeah I suppose so and I will be! So what's new?
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AnInsecureGirl 1 decade ago
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Have you heard of the ice cream place, Braum's? Well, I'm going to try to get a job there. What about you, how have you been doing?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I've never heard of it before and that's great! And I've been busy lately!
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AnInsecureGirl 1 decade ago
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My mom doesn't want me to get a job, though. I'm still trying to convince her. She thinks that I want a job just to get more clothes, shoes, a fancy phone, you know, more stuff, but I want a job so I could start saving up for a car and for college so I could get out of here. I can't wait to get out of Oklahoma. I really hate it. I tried to keep an open mind, to give this place a chance, but I can't. By getting a job, I'll be getting an opportunity to leave. She can't seem to understand that. Sorry I rant so much. What's been going on? What's keeping you busy? Good things I hope!
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SkittlesGirl 1 decade ago
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Hey turner ?!?!? Omg's I'm so sorry. My iPad hasn't been with me and I've got so much to tell you! OMG Tomorrow is my first date with Amy!!! And I might even have my first kiss tomorrow OMG I'm so excited!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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That's good...
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SkittlesGirl 1 decade ago
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Heey... You okay ??? And gosh, He's even gonna gimmi he's lucky hand band.. And I even wrote him a love letter!!!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Not really and nice sounds good
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Hey how are you?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Idk I'm not dead yet...
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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I'm glad!! But you don't seem too good! What's wrong?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Idk more bullsh/t and yeah that pretty much says it
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Like what? :(
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Idk how to really explain it...
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Well did something happen or do you just feel like crap?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Both I suppose
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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What happened? (If you don't wanna talk about it it's fine, I'm always here though(: )
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol I just got done doing that!
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Doing what?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Talking to my counselor about it lol
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Ohh haha that's good (: do you feel better now?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Sorta I suppose!
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Good (: like I said, I'm always here if you wanna talk.
Anyways, whats up?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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School can go straight to hell!
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Haha I'm with you on that one!!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Exactly! If one teacher can't teach all the subjects how's one student suppose to learn them all?
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Right?! And how do they expect us to go to school for 7 hours, do after school activities, 3 hours of homework, get enough sleep, AND have a social life? We're not superheroes! And it bugs me when the teacher complains about having to grade so many tests and essays, like if you don't correct it don't assign it!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Exactly like wtf?!? You know
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Ugh what grade are you?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Im a junior in hs, or grade 11, lol
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Lucky, you only have one more year haha. I'm only a freshman haha
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Sucks to suck freshmen!
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Hahaha thaanks :P why does everyone hate us so much? Everyone was a freshman at one point
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lmao it's because you guys get stressed to easily and follow some rules and don't others
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Haha well not all of us :P
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol true and guess what! I just messed up! My mom seen my scars! I'm f/u/c/ked! Lol
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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:( what did she say?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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It's just been really awkward now...
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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She probably doesn't know what to say/do. Does your counselor know you cut? Cause she might tell him if he doesn't know yet
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Nope now I definetly have to tell him!
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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He might be able to help you fix things with your mom so they aren't as awkward
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yeah I know...
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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I'm sure it'll be okay. Have you stopped or do you still cut?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Stopped hopefully
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Yay!! Please don't start again, I know it must be hard to stop but it's not going to help the situation at all, if anything it will make things worse. How long has it been since you last did?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Nvm 0 days, I lied, sorry
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Idk a week, the last of them are healing up
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Aww :( why did you again?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Idk just went bad all of a sudden
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Well you made it a week, you can do it again!


And Happy Valentine's Day💕
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Thanks and happy valentines day, btw I kinda hate valentines day....
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Haha me too. It's just a made up holiday for stores to make money off people
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yeah exactly, and I hate it so much!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yeah exactly, and I hate it so much!
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Haha yeah, you should tell the people you care about that you love them everyday, not just one day of the year.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lmao exactly!
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Hahaha soo whats up?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Not a whole lot just, I won some stuff at an NRA banquet
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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National Rifle Association? What did you win? Are you on vacation this week?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yes! And some AR-15 parts for my gun, and no we aren't
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Nice! You have a gun? Ugh that stinks, we have February vacation.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Nice lol, I have like 5 rifles, 3 shotguns, and 4 pistols lol
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Oh wow :P you can't get a license here til 18 but I wanna learn to shoot haha
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Damn! That sucks!
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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I know! Stupid Massachusetts gun laws haha
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol yeah I bet! Damn that sucks!
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Haha yeah. So are you doing anything fun this weekend?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Going tubbing today with a friend!
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Awesome! Have fun! (:
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I did it was a blast!
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Nice! How are you?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol yup! And good I have a gf now! And how are you?
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Awhh really? Tell me about her! (: eh I'm okay
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yes really! Her names Vern she's also here on witty!
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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That's awesome!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yup dauntlessfordays! She's an amazing person!
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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I bet she is! Congrats (:
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lmao thanks! So what's up?
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Not much, you?
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Not much, you?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I was drinking now I'm with mystep dad going home lol and I hung out with my gf!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I was drinking now I'm with mystep dad going home lol and I hung out with my gf!
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Haha nice! I'm going to help my cousin pick out a cat today (:
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Haha nice! I'm going to help my cousin pick out a cat today (:
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Awesome! Lol I have a cat but she's satan spawn...
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Hahaha what does she do?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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She bites, ambushes people, and just raises hell!
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Wow haha I hope his doesn't turn out that way haha. That's why I like dogs better cause they're less moody haha
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Wow haha I hope his doesn't turn out that way haha. That's why I like dogs better cause they're less moody haha
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lmao yeah she's evil and I hope his isn't like mine too and eh dogs are ok too
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Hahaha yeah. I love dogs. So what're you up to this weekend?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Happy birthday!!! And I had a busy weekend
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Thank you!! Did you anything fun?
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Not really... The weather is really bad here we didn't have school today and no school tomorrow. So I'm afraid the weather's going to ruin my plans.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Ugh sounds like what it's like here and I hope it doesn't. Btw!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Thanks, yeah I hope so! The weather's supposed to be nice tomorrow I hope it stays that way!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Good! And just incase I don't get on tomorrow! Happy freaking birthday! I hope it's a great on!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Thanks so much!!!!! I hope so too!!(:
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Happy freaking birthday!....AGAIN!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Thanks so freaking much!!!! Today was actually one of the best days I've had in a while!! I was actually genuinely happy and I just feel great right now instead of feeling completely awful!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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That's fantastic! Stay this happy ok!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I'll try.. My happiness usually only last like a day at the most! Someone always ruins it..
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I know what you mean!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I feel like people want my life to be miserable sometimes.. Sometimes my friends just makes me mad. How have you been? Been happy lately?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I haven't been good lately, and definitely not been happy just been a bad 4-5 days
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Okay! I won't ask you about it because I know when I'm having bad days I really don't want to talk! I'm having a bad day today! Not like it matters or anything! You know I'm just a nobody to everyone and I"m a failure! That's who I am! I can't do anything right..
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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What??? What's wrong?
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I can't handle all this pain.. Today during one of my classes I just broke down in front of everybody.. Everything was such a blur.. You think people would help me but no they just laughed at me. Waking up everyday is just getting harder and harder. I feel like I don't belong in this world. I'm sorry for telling you all of this.. I'm sorry for not staying happy.. You're probably mad at me.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I'm sorry...
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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It's okay I partied it up this weekend and I'm feeling better! How are you?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lmao that's what I did too!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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haha it's great isn't it?:P Partying is the way to go
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Haha that I haven't done. You?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yeah it's fun! She had a couple of American spirits and that's what we did in a park yesterday lol, and well she showed me how and then I did it to her, and I had two massive lung worths of smoke and she choked on it and I started laughing my off!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Haha that sounds like fun!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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It is! I recommend trying it! So how'd you party this weekend?
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Well I just started partying like before I was a goodie two shoes so idk I just did like beginning partying kind of stuff if that makes sense lol
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lmfao please explain "beginning partying stuff"
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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haha what do you mean? It's self explanatory what "beginning partying stuff" is
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol like what'd you do tho lol smoke, drink, rave, pill pop?
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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:/
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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What tell me please?!?
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Now that I think about it I'm not proud of my partying. I should probably stop.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Why what happened???
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Why what happened???
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Stuff that shouldn't have happened. I was being someone I'm not. Idk I feel happy and messed up at the same time
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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What are you talking about it's fine to tell me you know
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Can I trust you? I just have so many problems
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Of course you can trust me, it's fine ok? You can tell me anything
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Well, my boyfriend and I are in a long distance relationship. I don't know I just felt so much tension and I was just sick of everything. I never used to party and I thought I should party because I heard it makes people feel better. I did feel better but I wanted to die. I don't even feel like an 18 year old I feel like a misfit. And idk this makes sense in my head but I'm having a hard time typing it
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I'm sorry but it doesn't sound like you did anything wrong tho
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I did though!!! I promised my grandpa before he died that I would never party and that I always behaved! Now he's probably ashamed of me.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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No! Never! Ok that's not how that works ok? Grandpa are always proud and caring k??? Especially how much your gpa prolly loved you ok???
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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He loved me so much. He's the only one who understood me. Which is why I want to die and be with him. He was my best friend.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I'm sorry...
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Every day after school I would go to the hospital to be with him. I would stay until they kicked me out because it was too late. We talked about everything. He wasn't supposed to die. But there I was to watch him. I love him. And now I'm a mess without him. My whole family is crazy and just don't understand. And now here I am crying so bad..
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I'm sorry...
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Can I just die?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Nope
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Why not? I've tried so many times and it never works
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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No bec I said so
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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My pain would go away..
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Nope
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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No one would miss me..
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I would...
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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You would miss me?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yes
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Would you hate me if I killed myself?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I would miss you, be angry with myself and disappointed in you and me and I'd feel sorry for you and a lot of people
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Why would you be angry with yourself?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Because I couldn't save you
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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You have saved me these last couple of weeks though..
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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It wouldn't count it I count save you now
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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You did your best... You were there for me when I needed someone.. I want you to be happy if I die
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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No I don't think I could...
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I'm going to try to get help. I'm also going to try to sleep more. I can never sleep..
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Thank you for getting help and sleep may help
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I like getting help but I'm still scared about getting it.. if that makes sense. Do you know of any ways to help a person sleep better? Because I can never sleep and by the time I fall asleep is when I have to get up.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Well every 30 mins for 10 mins read a boring book then try to sleep for 30 mins repeat cycle if needed this helps me
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I've never heard that one before, thanks for the advice. I'll tell you if it works. How are you? Are you going to party anytime soon?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Your welcome I hope it works for you! And eh I'm not dead yet, and idk I hope so!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Your welcome I hope it works for you! And eh I'm not dead yet, and idk I hope so!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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It worked a little bit! Thanks. What do you mean you're not dead yet? I don't want you dead. If I'm not dying you're not dying. I talked to a counselor today about my problems it helped me a lot I still have trust issues though. Ehh Can't things get better for the both of us?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I hope so...
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Do you keep a journal? And I might have to leave witty
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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No I don't...and why?!?
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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It's being faulty..
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Oh I see...
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I figured it out. What's up?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Not much really I'm going to a homecoming tomorrow, how about you?
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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A homecoming? like dressing up? our school doesn't have that I wish it did:( Hmm I just got back from hanging out with my friend and I'm going dress shopping tomorrow. I've been talking to a counselor about my problems and it has been helping. I'm like a roller coaster though I have my ups and downs
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yup they're semiformal, and that sucks and I know what you mean...
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I just wish I could be constant. And stay happy.. you know what I mean? I feel like no one understands me
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yeah I know what you mean
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I feel like you understand me. We seem pretty similar
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I think I do too. And I just messed up....
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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How did you mess up?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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My mom seen my scars
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Oh no. This is really personal and you don't have to answer but where are your scars? And how was your homecoming?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Chest, and homecoming was fun
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I'm glad it was fun. Last night was bad for me I cut but you're the first person I've told. Gosh I didn't think I was going to make it I was angry and sad and just not stable. I'm doing better today though. An example of how I'm like a roller coaster. I got a valentine from an 8 year old little girl today it was so cute. I feel special lol
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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You shouldn't have cut you know
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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What do you mean?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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It's evil stuff and it's addicting you know
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I promised myself that it was the last one. No more.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Good make sure of it please?
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I promise. It's a bad habit. I'm going to find something else to help with the pain that doesn't have to do with harming myself.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Thats a good idea
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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It's hard because I just want to cut. I want to disappear. I want to be gone. I want an inspiration but not many people know so yeah I'm a bad person..
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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No your not I made it a week, now I'm back to square one, cutting myself apart piece by piece
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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You've cut recently?:/
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I am cutting right now, I want to till I see my worthless heart beating in my chest
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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No!! I wish I was with you right now to stop you!! You're my friend and I can't lost you! You're my inspiration! You've saved my life!! I need to tell you something!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Fine go on ahead, my mom just walked in on me and I lied and got away with it she didn't notice the blood or my knife how lucky right, I'm not even kidding
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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She didn't notice? that's messed up.... I'm done
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Nope I lied to her and it was dark I got lucky, and you don't get to be done! You told me you have a boyfriend a family and friends!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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You're lucky. My boyfriend broke up with me today. My family I'm a nobody to them. My friends they are not even friends. They can't tell that I'm falling apart..
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I'm sorry.....but they care I guarantee it. Please.
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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If I died they would probably celebrate or not even notice.. This pain is killing me. It's hard to hide everything. I just need someone I need something to keep me from living because living is just tearing me apart.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I'm sorry, please stay
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Why stay?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Because I asked nicely, please?
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Me staying= lots of pain, Me going= pain goes away. I go away and everyone will just forget about my existence
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Please don't...
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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What am I supposed to do? It might be too late....
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Live, don't give a , go crazy....
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Live, don't give a , go crazy....
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I cut in a bad place... I broke my promise to myself to not cut..
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Where'd you cut?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Where'd you cut?
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I'm doing better. How are you?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I'm ok now too, and good
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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That's good. Yeah, things are slowly getting better, I guess. For a second today I actually felt genuinely happy and I was laughing so hard. It felt good.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I bet it did...and that's good
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Happiness never lasts though..
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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It doesn't
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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It doesn't
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I want you to be happy though. That's one of my wishes. You deserve to be happy.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I don't deserve anything lol, you need it more then me
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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You deserve the best because you're always there for me and gosh why can't we just both be happy?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Because happiness is a figment of our imaginations
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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That's so true. So what's up? Doing,anything fun this weekend?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I've got stuff planned but I'm so messed up right now I literally can't see straight lol
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I've got stuff planned but I'm so messed up right now I literally can't see straight lol
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I just got a 2 hour lecture from my mom.. 4 more months til I move out can't wait. Yeah I'm dizzy and out of it at the moment..
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I'm sorry and no I was absolutely smashed last night
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I went to the casino for first time today! Yeah my parents don't like where I'm going to college next year and that I'm getting a tattoo. Oh well I'm an adult. How about you? Anything new?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Nice! And yeah parents are like that
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I think they're just overprotective because I'm the youngest. I love them I'm just ready to get away from this town and start my own new life. If that makes sense.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yeah that makes sense
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I guess it doesn't, matter. I probably won't be alive anyways..
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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What?! What's wrong what happened?!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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A lot of pointless drama. I'm doing better try to handle my pain in more positive ways. I've been trying new activities to try to get mind off of things. So far I've been not so good at them but I'm having fun in the process. How Are You?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I'm a lot better! I'm not going to cut myself anymore I'm done moving on I'm gonna be happy!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Yay!! That's the best news I've heard all day(:
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Thanks! I'm gonna move on! What's done is done!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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That's a great attitude to have! I'm starting to have that attitude! Today was great I met new people and I've gotten rid of the people making me worse. It's time to move on.. I'm ready for the journey ahead.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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That's great!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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That's great!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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It is great. I feel awesome. I'm currently writing a 50 page report on mangoes though but I'm trying to be positive about it. Do you like mangoes? A very random question but without randomness life is boring(:
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lmao very true! And no I'm not a big mango fan
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Haha what's your favorite fruit? I've never had a real mango now that I think about it lol. How are you?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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lol I'm fine thank you and my favorite fruit is grapefruit hbu?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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lol I'm fine thank you and my favorite fruit is grapefruit hbu?
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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That's good(: my favorite fruit is blackberries
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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That's good(: my favorite fruit is blackberries
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Oh raspberries are great too!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Ooh I like raspberries I like all berries lol! So how are you? (:
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol berries are the bomb! And I'm good! You?
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Haha I love berry picking in the summertime it's a blast! I'm doing pretty good! I graduate in less than 3 months which makes me happy and I visited the college I'm going to yesterday. Life is going better for me.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol yes it's amazing and lol that's fantastic!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Haha lets go partying and berry picking someday(: lol It is fantastic! I've been happy for a couple days now I think that's a personal record. I hope you're still continuing to be good(:
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol I'm up for it! And that's great! Did I tell you I have a gf now!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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haha first of all this snow has to go away. Do you guys have a lot of snow? and no you haven't told me that. That's awesome I'm so happy for you(:
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lmao! Yeah we do...and yeah her names Vern and she's here on witty too!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Aww yay that's so cute I was wondering when you guys were going to date you're perfect for each other!(: how are you? I'm feeling so lazy today oh well school is stressing me out
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lmao thanks and I'm doing great! And I know what you mean!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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You're welcome bud(: That's great that you're doing great haha Guess what? I'm going to be in my local newspaper this week yay! Things are continuing to be good. I'm just counting down the days until summer.. They should just rush by lol
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol that good, and that's great, why will you be in the newspaper? And lol yes they will!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol that good, and that's great, why will you be in the newspaper? And lol yes they will!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Haha well the paper picks like a student from our school to be like student of the week and they picked me because for my economics class we had to buy stocks and do this contest and my team is in 9th place out of over 800 teams. I'm doing pretty good lately but yesterday I fell going up the stairs and hurt my ankle! How are you?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol that's awesome! And I'm sorry :/ and I'm good I had counciling today
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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haha yeah! Eh it's fine but everyone laughed at me and no one helped me! How did counseling go?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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What a bunch if a$$holes and it went good I think
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I know right? I was so mad. Oh well.. And that's good. Counseling is sometimes good to let your feelings out. I hope things are continuing to go well with you. You're my friend and I really want my friends to be happy(:
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yeah...and yes everything's going great! Thanks!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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That's great!! I'm glad you're doing good!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Thanks and I'm glad your doing better too!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Thank you!!:) Yeah it feels good. Anything new with you? I've been busy lately with lots of stuff it's crazy. I wish life could just pause for a second so I can just relax
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Hey,
I was looking through your quotes and you seem really depressed lately :(
I know how it feels to think no one cares about you and no one is there for you, but trust me, a lot of people really do love you. Even if it doesn't seem like it sometimes, your family loves you a whole lot, and if they're true friends, then all of your friends care about you too. And your Witty family cares. And even if I don't know you very well, I care about you a lot ! I would hate to see another Wittian go, especially one with such great taste in music haha. Anyways, I'm always here if you ever need someone to talk to. My kik is americanidiot19 if you'd rather talk on there. Stay strong, and remember you are loved (:
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Thanks it's just idk I can't get rid of these feelings and thoughts...
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Well what's wrong?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Tbh I'm thinking about checking myself in for voluntary at the hospital, only one other person knows, dauntlessfordays,
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Awh well I think if you think that would help you get better you should. It takes a lot to be able to do that for yourself and it's good that you can realize you'd get the help you need there. And going to the hospital is a lot better than leaving the world. You've made it this far, so why leave now?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Idk....oh well, we'll see
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Have you ever been to a therapist? Maybe just talking to someone before you go to the hospital might help
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Im in counciling...that's the reason I'd go to the hospital...
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Does your counceler think it's a good idea?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Idk...I also haven't told him about me cutting for fear of the consequences...
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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I know it's not easy to stop cutting once you've started but it's not gonna help the situation at all, if anything it will make it worse. I've never cut so I can't totally understand but if you really try and think about how many people care about you and how many more good things than bad in your life, you can stop
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I just don't know anymore you know?
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Well, you have your family, friends and Witty, your second family. And for good things in your life there's music, all of those bands you love up there, family, friends, your truck, and a lot more I'm sure! Try making a list of anything that has ever made you smile and maybe doing some of those things again, it could help cheer you up a bit
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Hmm thanks
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1mrsseguin9 1 decade ago
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Anytime, I hope it helps a little (:
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AnInsecureGirl 1 decade ago
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Oh my gosh, I had been waiting for you to reply for a while now and when I check I realize that I never clicked on add comment, so you never received what I had supposedly sent. God, I feel so stupid. Sorry! So, we were talking about the awesome bands you listen to, right? So yes, my favorite of all the bands that you mentioned would probably be A Day to Remember.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lmfao it's fine! And that's hilarious, and yeah they're pretty sweet lol
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AnInsecureGirl 1 decade ago
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Man, it's still pretty embarrassing, but oh, well. What about Escape the Fate, Pierce the Veil, and of Mice & Men. Do you listen to them?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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All of them are amazing!!!
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AnInsecureGirl 1 decade ago
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Right! How did you find these bands, you know? How did you start listening to them? What lead you to have such good taste in music? You have an incredible taste in music, by the way.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lmfao I started with bmth and made a radio station to it and found more bands like them! What about you!
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AnInsecureGirl 1 decade ago
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Dude, I have found so many bands that way. I found them through my brother. My bro's the one who has introduced me to the rock genre. Growing up all I listened to were oldies. Pretty much, nothing from this generation. I didn't even know who Lady Gaga was. Not even Eminem. Then my brother started to listen to rock, so I did, too, which lead to me discovering even more artists.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Nice he sounds pretty cool! And lol where you been?
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AnInsecureGirl 1 decade ago
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Sorry! I've been exhausted lately. My life's boring, though, so I don't know why I'm so tired. How have you been? You're a junior in high school, right? Next year you're a senior then. Are you excited? Oh, and are you going to leave immediately for college or what are your plans?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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lol it's fine! And your right I'm a junior going to be a senior then off to pgs a 2 year tech school in Pittsburgh
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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yo emergency i gtg
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Ok ttyl
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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yo im back :p
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Hey...idk what to talk about...want to talk about guns?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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yes
yes. please yes. lol :p sooo how old were u when u first shot a gun....im in my spanish lesson ryt now lol
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lmfao nice! And I think I was 5?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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haha lol not really i just woke up....oo thats cool...what kinda aim dyu have?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Im a terrible shot! I just love to shoot guns and stuff
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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seriously? oh daym i have a pretty good shot :p lol i love to shoot..things...n ....people lol :p kiddin
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lmfao yeah I suck and nice!
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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lolol well practice then! yeah :D
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Ammo cost way to much! And yeah so what's up?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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oh i get it reaal cheap! like say...around a $1 for 3 bullets..sumin like that :p nm just watched fallen
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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That's not cheap at all! I can get a box of 20 for $6-7, a box of 50 for $20-25
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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a box of 20 for 6 dollars is real cheap!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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It's expensive! Ok like damn kind of expensive!
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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turner its not! its cheapp! i cud get a grenade for 2 dollars!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Da ?!?!?!? I want it!!!!! And it used to be a lot cheaper tho...
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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aryt il buy u like 10 for yer bday:p yeah ammo prices gone up which totally suck
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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:) yay thank you! And yeah stupid governments
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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yer welcime :p government sux
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yes they do!
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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yupp
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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So what's up?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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So what's up?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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i just...im so numb
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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What? What's wrong???
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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i my friends extremely ill
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Explain it please?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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shes got a disease.. i dint wanna talk about it
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Ok then that's fine. How are you tho?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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im not coping
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I'm sorry then, go out and smoke some shisha then or anything, or go do something to get your mind off it ok
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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dun it already
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I'm sorry...
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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your not the one who caused the cancer so theres no point in u saying sorry
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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True enough but idk I can't make your friend better or make you happy so I'm sorry
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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ughhh i am sooo angryy
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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It's fine just scream let it out do something if I was there I'd let you punch me in the face!
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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ive smoked, cut, broken my hand and ran around outside in the rain
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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...not very good ideas from my perspective...
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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i have no idea what to do
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I'd tell you to find one of your close friends and cuddle them and cry on them, but you have that fear and yeah sorry
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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wow u actually remember?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yup...but that'd be my advice tho...and yeah
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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i cant do that im so angry ill end up hurting someone
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I told you I'd let you punch me in the face so go find a friend if you can't cuddle start punching them! Btw I'd suggest it being a guy friend
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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*sigh* im grounded -__-
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Oh that sucks....
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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everything sux
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Hmm it'll be fine ok?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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i seriously hope so
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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It will ok
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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i hope it does or else i wont live...
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Please it really will ok? Now what's up?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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i hope so...nithin much just thinking bout what piercings i want..u?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Not much just idk over thinking and throwing myself down a deeper hole, and cool what piercings are you thinking of getting
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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turner whats wrong ? im getting 14 on each ear 2 on my lips 2 on my eyebrows doble on my neck n hip
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Damn nice! And eh just idek really...
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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thanks ugh im so tired just got back from cadets...whats wrong?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Nothing I'll live, and what's cadets?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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u sure? its army cadets...where kids aged 12 to 18 go to basically train like tge army do but without the hard physical trainin
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Damn that sounds fun actually! And I'm sure I'll be ok
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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yeah it is cool...i getting my MTP uniform in the next fortnight yaaaaay :p but i also have my weapon handling test ugh
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I have no clue what any if that means but hey cool!
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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haha the MTP uniform is the light sandy coloured uniform n the test is to see if i can handle a weapon correctly
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Cool! And ok that shouldn't be to bad then. And is this like a school you go too?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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yeah :p nope its like a club...? i dunno but its after school for 2 hours twice a week n we get to go on training weekends and annual camps were we compete with other detachments :p howre u?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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That's awesome! And I'm ok, I've tried smoking and I'm going to a homecoming on Saturday
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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ugh please dont smoke...even tho i do:p ooo homecoming cool :p who u goin with?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Uhm ok why? And the same girl I went to fall homecoming with lol
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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its not gud for u! awh my lil boy grew up so fast *dramatically wipes away a non existant tear* LOL make sure u send me pics :p
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lmfao! How am I going to send you pics!
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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hahahahaha :p oh shizz....upload em as yer profile pic?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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A friend of mine from school is on here and I haven't told her I smoke so yeah...
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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oh daym...can we set a time for when we talk so that we can actually hold a proper convo ?:p
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yes we need too!
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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Yupp so what will it be?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Idk up to you
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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Well ill be online everyday from my 6 pm onwards
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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My time or yours?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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My time...so come online at my 6pm
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Uhm ok I'll need to figure out the time difference......
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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Erh around your 12pm i think...google it
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Damn! Ok yeah I'm at school then...
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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Oh daym this is confusing anyway how r u?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I'm over a lot of things including finding people that care enough to stick around, everyone's temporary...
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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Well im still here arent i? :p but yeah youre right everything is temporary
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Everything....so what's up?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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Nothin much listening to music, you?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Same... And I scored an 85! on my military entrance exam on the asvab test!
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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Hey well done!!!!!!!!!! Ohmegod way!!! Happy V day ♡
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Thanks! And happy valentines day....byw I hate valentines day just saying
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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same me to lol it kinda pissses me off
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yes exactly!
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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Hahaha soo wassup?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Not much I won some stuff at an NRA banquet
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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Ooo whats that?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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National rifle association!
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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Ooohhhhh rightt!! What did u get?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Some AR-15 parts like some new mags, a mag connector, secondary iron sights and a new hand grip
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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Ooooo thats pretty cool dude
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yes it is! So what's up?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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Nothin much you? Yo skype me! I made a new account so give me your username ;p
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lmao bentbkadeforge
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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I sent you a request :D
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I accepted :) lol
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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lol I got it! :)
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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lol I got it! :)
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vmorehous* 1 decade ago
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Turner, you're freaking me out!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I'm sorry
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★♡flying high♥☆* 1 decade ago
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3mC0rWgUqTc this is a mix of two videos i was gonna show you.... the two people who start it are the best irish dancers .......
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8qavH7izpZ8 theres 6 guys i thought there was 5 woops but this is my favourite part cause its cool :P
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AnInsecureGirl 1 decade ago
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Dang, I hadn't paid much attention to "Bad Guy", but now that you mentioned it, I listened to it again and fell in love with it. At first I had liked "Berzerk", the most, but then I started to like "Survival" more, and now I'm leaning more towards "Bad Guy". If I had to choose between one, then maybe "Berzerk" since I heard it first. I don't know. What other music have you been listening to?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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Hey! havent spoken in a while! my skypes taking the p/ss so yh :p
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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lol it's fine so what's up?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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im going to school ugh what u doin?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol the same, school bullsh/t
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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school sux -_- buts more the people
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yes like I hate most of the people I go to school with so yeah
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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same i just cant wait to get out of here
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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same i just cant wait to get out of here
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yes! As many miles between here and me as possible
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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my point exactly! havent spoken in a while. come on witty chat ;p
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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It doesn't work on my phone which is reta/rded!
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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seriously? awh we can talk on here then...btw u have to constantly refresh it on phones
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I know it sucks a lot!
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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yeah it does..i got yr request so get on skype!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol I will ok?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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skype is so f/cked up. anyy way how r u? gotten over...her..yet?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yeah it is, and yeah I have but I'm starting to remember how depressed and sh/t I get when I'm single...this life I could've ended it so many times before, but I'm to big a coward...
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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dude your not alobe! you have me! i would b a hypocrite if i told u not to suicide...but please dont hurt yourself. we shud fix a time when both of us are online on skype so we can actually talk
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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alone*
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yeah well outside of witty in the real world I'm so very much alone with my fake friends and awful family, and I want it to get better but I know it won't, I just want to be happy for once...
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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my point exactly but things r kinda lookin good for my future now. ive got it confirmed that i can move to canada
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Cool! And I'm happy for you...
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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yeah but im sad for u! whats wrong?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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It's just the same fu/c/king feelings and I just want to die as usual
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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turner whats wrong? talk to me!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Idk just depressed again, idk how else to explain it
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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get on chat
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I can't it doesn't work on my phone remember
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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get on skype?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Hmm ok 1 sec
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Hmm ok 1 sec
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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send me a request again
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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K one sec
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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K one sec
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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whats yr skype name?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Uhm i think it's bentbladeforge
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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right im still dusktodawnreader so u send me a request
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Uhm I can't because I already did...
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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just send me a msg then
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I did....I sent hey lol
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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i didnt get it....remove me as a contact then send me a request again
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Ok give me a min
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Ok give me a min
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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okai
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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There I did, did it work?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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whats your username?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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nope i didnt get anythin....
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Nooooooo!
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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srsly i didnt get anythin give me yr username ill send u a request
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Bentbladeforge
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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we r gonna have to talk on here for a while my skypes bein a dckk
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Elementpurple13* 1 decade ago
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dude, i love you. i have no flipping idea of who you are, but you seem really depressed lately. cheer up.
Now. i demand it.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lmao it's not that easy to be happy
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Elementpurple13* 1 decade ago
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i know.
last year i was picked on by a guy my age and his older sister. i got so depressed that i wouldnt eat. then i got in a fight with them on the bus. wooped both their butts. i wasnt living under their thumbs anymore, and my depression just...broke.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I see...
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Elementpurple13* 1 decade ago
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my point is that you need to find the reason behind it and eliminate it.
its not easy.
but try.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I am and I will
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I am back! How have you been?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yeah I noticed ;) and idk I'm not dead yet
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Why would you want to be dead?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Life's been pretty messed up for a long time, and it's starting to get to me
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Yeah, I know what you mean it's hard to deal with life sometimes. Some days I wish I was dead because I'm just tired of life and how people treat me but I try to be positive thinking things will get better. Is their a certain thing you are upset about or is just everything in life at the moment?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Exactly, and some long standing issues and some new ones they just weigh on me and sh/t and idk hard to get motivated to do things I love doing now
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Same here. It's like I have so many issues and then more just keep on piling on and it's hard to handle sometimes. Lately I've had no motivation to do much it's just killing me on the inside.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Same here, and I keep getting headaches that last forever and I picked up a new habit
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Yeah, same here my body is a mess it's crazy. All I want to do is sleep and lock myself up in my room. It's just hard to deal with people. What's your new habit?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I know right! And on top of me already drinking, I picked up cutting so yeah I'm really fu/cked up now
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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oh:/ that's not good but I understand why you do it. Do you think you'll ever stop?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yeah I know and yeah I think so...
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I really wish the best for you. You're my friend. I'm always here. I know you're probably tired of me saying I know what you mean but I do know what you mean I was just like that and I actually am still like that I'm a little better but some days it's bad
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Thanks and I know it just needs to end you know?
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I know it does need to end. There's only so much a person can take before they are gone..
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Exactly.....
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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It makes me sad how sometimes the worse things happen to the best people... The best people feel the worse.. Their are so many thoughts going through my head at the moment..
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol same here
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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If anyone could read my mind right now they would definitely think I was messed up..
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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lol I'm always messed up in the head so don't feel alone ok?
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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haha okay I'm glad I'm not alone. Lets be messed up together
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol yes!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Haha so what else should I know about you? Besides that you're messed up:P
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Uhm I'm 17, I live in ohio, I'm really smart but I don't care enough to try in school and idk I have gf
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Oh that's cool I'm the same age as you
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Nice! What state you from? And 1 more year and I'm gone!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I'm from Minnesota! And yeah me too I'm definitely ready to move away and start fresh in my life. I live in a small town so the people are just annoying me lately.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Same here, a clean slate somewhere else will be nice, and your from way up north Eh nice
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Same here, a clean slate somewhere else will be nice
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Same here, a clean slate somewhere else will be nice
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Yeah I'm really looking forward to it! I just hope I make it that far.. some nights are really really bad for me.. but my goal is to make it until I can move out and start fresh.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Exactly!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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And Yeah I am from up North. Have you ever been to Minnesota? It's freezing here. I kinda like it just wish the people were more understanding I guess
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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No I've never been there and I don't mind the cold either and people drive me crazy
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Yeah people totally drive me crazy which is why I'm just going to lock myself up in my room and listen to music. Most people are so fake but act they are better than everyone else
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Exactly!!! Right!?!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Sometimes I just want to wake up to people and say "I hate you" but I'm not that type of person I keep my feelings inside lol one day I won't be able to take it anymore. Listening to music helps calm me down which is good
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yes music is like life blood! And I actually tell people I hate them straight up but they don't believe me
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Music is literally my life and people just don't understand why but whatever! Yeah I wish I was more like that, I think I'm gonna start being like that! I'm just sick of them all!! All they do is bring me down and I' already doing awful..
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yes people don't get the power of music, and it feels kinda good to tell people exactly how you feel about them
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Yeah it does. I know if I do I will lose a lot of people but they already treat me horribly and aren't my real friends anyway. I need to meet new people or my futures not looking good.. I just hope things get better and I pretend everything's okay but it's not:/ sorry for venting I just need to let all of this out or idk what will happen
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yeah I get what you mean exactly
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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According to them I'm just some" Music freak who wants to end her life" and they don't even know me or what I'm going through... If only they knew how negative my thoughts are...
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I know right just idk block them out
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I try.. I really do.. It's just hard sometimes.. It's just hard sometimes you know what I mean? I try to be strong and not let it bother me
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yeah you can try and you still make it through the day but your not really happy you're just going through the motions right?
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Right. How do you know? Can you read my mind? It just doesn't feel right. I'm not really happy and I'm not sad I feel like I am just here but I feel numb. I get like this a lot especially at night.. I'm just not myself.. I'm not proud of who I become
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Im in the same place you know and it's idk a solitary hell, a personal punishment, and idk how to explain it all but like bec of stuff happening in your head your just kinda shutting down
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Tonight's a really bad night for me.. I secretly hope I don't make it to tomorrow.. I'm tired of this life.. I can't take it anymore.. I just can't
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I know what you mean, just falling asleep and not waking up
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I wish that. I'm a total mess right now. All I can think is dark thoughts.. I'm glad you know what I mean some people don't understand
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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A lot of people dont get it
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Why is the world such a messed up place?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Because of the people
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Do you think people will ever change? So many questions going through my head. I just want my pain to stop...
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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People do change but it takes a lot to change
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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People can change for the worse.. Which a lot of my friends have. I want people to change for the better though. It takes a lot of time to change.. Time scares me.. Because I feel like I'm running out of time
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yeah I feel ya, 18 and you can get away
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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22 more days.. I'm counting down the days
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Nice!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Yeah but I feel like being 18 will be the same as it is now... I feel like once I get away things will get a whole lot better I'm just not at the right place at the moment
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yeah I get what you mean, any plans for your bday?
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Hmm that's what I'm planning now. Most of my birthdays are boring so I want this one to be exciting and unforgetable
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol good idk get smashed, if your single as someone out, go to a rave, idk go berzerk
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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haha I'll probably go really crazy and berserk. It's on a Wednesday though.. What a random day for a birthday.. Oh well lol
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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lol yeah and good get smashed and have fun, some dude idek have fun!!!! Lmfao
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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haha okay!! When it comes up I'll tell you how my birthday was!! Was your last birthday memorable? You seem like a fun partier!!!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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He'll no I sat in my uncles yard and drank beer! That's normal for me! And yes tell me about it! Hopefully this year I'll be in Columbus for it and we can go to vanity or Columbus gold, and I'll get really fu/cked up!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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We should party together!!! That would be fun!! I'm a goodie two shoes but I'm kinda tired of being one so I'm ready to get messed up! Maybe my problems will go away or disappear..
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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lol I'm fu/cked up, I get fu/cked up and I'm still a national honor society member like wtf??? And yes! We'll party together!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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haha that's alright you're really cool!! Ha can't wait!!! You're in national honor society? that's cool I was going to be in it but it's a huge joke at our school and I just didn't want to deal with it
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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My ag teacher made me :/ I hate it, it's so pointless, and yup I party hard ;)
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I like people who party hard;) Ag? Omg I love ag. Wow that was random but I do. It is pointless. Omg guess what I have to do one of my classes? I have to plan my own funeral. I have to plan every single detail.. How sad.. Idk what I want at my funeral..
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lmfao I've actually written my own funeral and stuff, everything from music, people I want there, what gets done with my corpse, everything
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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haha I'm writing mine now.. It's going to be the best funeral ever.. wow that sounds creepy. My teacher gets so excited over death it's kinda crazy lol
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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lol I did mine just I case you know
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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haha yeah you never know.. I'm just having trouble coming up with the eulogy or who will say it.. hmm at least I'm prepared if something would happen to me
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Exactly and yeah keep it around someone may need it
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I finished it! Yeah I guess someday somebody will need it.. What are you doing?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Looking up tattoo designs
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Are you getting a tattoo? that's so cool
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I wish:/ I just really love tattoos and I plan on getting a few
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I really want one but my family will literally shoot me if I got one.. Someday though when I'm away from them.. I will get to be who I really want to be
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Dang that sucks...and do you have any ideas?
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I kind of do.. But I am so indecisive.. I was going to try to get a design to represent my Grandpa because he passed away 7 months ago and was my best friend. I think tattoos are neat but my family think only "stupid" people get tattoos.. so judgemental
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I see...I want a Celtic knot from bicep to bicep over my chest and my back, and I've always loved tattoos
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I love tattoos.. they tell a lot about a person.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol that's good and idk what this will say to others but I know what it will say to me
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Eh I'm not really doing it for others.. No one will be able to see mine. I'm doing it because I know it will be there!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Very true, have you picked out a style of ink you like?
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Not yet... I will soon hopefully. I've been so busy with school I haven't had any time to do stuff I like or think of things non school related
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol nice, I like black and grey line work which should go great with a large Celtic knot :p
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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haha that would be cool:P I don't even know when I want to get mine hopefully soon but like I said I might have to wait until I move out of my house
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol yeah idk if I did mine slowly starting in the fall I could prolly go till spring-summer before anyone knew
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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haha yeah that would make sense. I want to see it. Hopefully we'll still be talking in the fall(: So what are you doing?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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In bed listening to sleepyhead by passion pit. And it'd suck if I got caught.... You?
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I love that song! Yes it would not be good if you got caught.. word of advice.. don't get caught.. I'm listening to music very loud because I'm home alone and I keep on hearing creepy noises lol
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol I know it'd suck so bad and nice! I wish I was home alone I have a 12 pack in the fridge :p
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I'm home alone like 92% of the time.. I like it but I get lonely sometimes. But I can do whatever I want which is nice lol
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yeah that'd be sweet! Lol I'd always try to have friends or my gf over but I'd prolly drink...a lot....oh well yolo, wade, fish!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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haha your funny:P I do like it but when I'm not home alone I just don't like other people in the house.. I have like no freedom
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol thanks and I see...my problem is that all my friends are more mild and I'm more wild where I say f-ck it! They think it through
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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My friends are like the least wild people ever!! They are prim and proper and go to bed at 8 p.m. and don't do anything fun lol I'm the complete opposite I don't like being boring:P
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yes exactly!!! The most they'll do is pull triple digits in their cars and I'm doing that drinking and other sh/t and idk they are boring!!!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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That's the problem with people they are too boring!!! And they all act the same because they are afraid to stand out!! I like things to be exciting:P
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yes! Precisely! Lmao!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Exactly! Aren't I just awesome?:P lol how are you today?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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lol I'm ok you know, what about you?
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I'm doing alright. I'm just really stressed out and wishing I had someone to vent to.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Well hey you can always vent to me:)
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Thanks. I have a lot to vent about:/
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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It's fine :)
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Okay I'll start but just warning you it's long. Well first of all school is stressing me out. My friends have all changed and left me so now I have like no one at school to talk to so I pretty much want to cry. My parents fight constantly and it's all my fault their marriage isn't good. My brother took me out of his life so I never see or hear from him. I can't sleep at all. I haven't been eating at all and now I'm getting sick. And the guy I was with was cheating with 2 other girls. Can I just die? I'm so alone
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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You might not believe me but it will get better ok?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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You might not believe me but it will get better ok?
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I want to believe it but I'm giving up.. I'm so close to killing myself
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Don't for me yeah?
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I can't handle the pain.. I'll try to not give up.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Thank you
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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But in case something does happen to me tonight thanks for everything and I hope your life is wonderful
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Your welcome and I hope so too
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I decided to keep my promise and I didn't do it. Today was a little better you were right one day it will get better. Thanks soo much. How are you?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I'm ok yeah, I'm not dead yet but I'm not happy so yup :) and I'm glad thank you!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I hope it gets better for both of us! Lets stick together!!! Thanks again!! I'm trying to be more positive sometimes it doesn't work(:
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol yuppers :)
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Haha I'm actually kind of happy right now(:
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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That's great! Stay this way! I mean it! Lol
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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You mean it? Haha then I better stay this way(:
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lmao exactly!!!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Haha you're kind of intimidating me;p I better stay happy forever(:
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol I'm sorry lol but yes stay happy forever!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol I'm sorry lol but yes stay happy forever!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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haha I'll stay happy forever if you stay happy forever. Deal?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Oh hard deal but I'll try yeah
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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I know it's hard but please try for me. Please
Pretty please with a cherry on top?:P lol
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lmao ok then I'll try
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Thank you. I'm still kind of happy (: guess what? My birthday is in 13 more days yay!! How are you?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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lol I'm ok and sweet!!! Keep me updated!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Keep you updated about what? Yay I'm glad you are ok!!!!!(:
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol about your birthday plans and stuff and yup!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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haha of course I'll update you(: I love birthdays!! I love celebrating life!! So many exclamation points!!! I'm sorry!!! lol
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lmfao!!! It's fine!!!
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Hi!!! I'm sorry I haven't been on in a couple days!! So much family and friend drama!! I just wanna run away to my own little island!! You know what I mean? Sometimes life gets too stressful. I wish I would tell you I was happy but then I'd be lying..
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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It's fine and it's fine...
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Okay. I'm happy now though. Life is good. I start all new classes tomorrow and I'm so excited I'm even doing online classes so I don't have to deal with all the school drama. 9 more days until my birthday!! I'm so excited I have it all planned out!! Life is good I wish it would just pause and stay that way. How are you?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I'm ok'ish and good! Lmfao
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Only okish? Care to tell me what's wrong? Omg I'm just so excited lol
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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Only okish? Care to tell me what's wrong? Omg I'm just so excited lol
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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lol I can tell! And no it's fine
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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haha only 6 more days! Okay! I'm always here to talk!!!!! Here I go with the exclamation points!! I was going to tell you something but I completely forgot.. Some days I feel like an old lady with my bad memory lol
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flyingbacon7 1 decade ago
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haha only 6 more days! Okay! I'm always here to talk!!!!! Here I go with the exclamation points!! I was going to tell you something but I completely forgot.. Some days I feel like an old lady with my bad memory lol
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★♡flying high♥☆* 1 decade ago
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HAPPY NEW YEAR TURNER
Wooo even though your still in 2013 happy new year from the future and I really dunno why im writing this really long comment because honestly I have nothing else to say..... thanks for being there for me in 2013 (:
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Happy new year! And your welcome, and thanks for everything!
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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yo wazzup?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Sent you a request on Skype
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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yh i got it but yr not online
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yup but your off now....
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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im online
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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you want to be hated? unique...nice
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Eh it's something I heard so I went with it as my username
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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its cool 😊
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Thanks :)
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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yr welcome..wazzup?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Bored out of my mind, what about you?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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in bed just woke up 😝
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol same here, any big plans for today
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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well i have so far consumed a tonnnn of chocolate watched a 100 youtube videos and not gotten out of bed...but i plan on going riding with a few of my friends later...you?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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First family Christmas is later on :/ and nice what you gonna do go mudding?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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awh lol n no i have to stay home so im playing guitar :) what u doin?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Bored out of my mind :/ and nice I never learned how to play an instrument :/
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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i taught myself to play both my instruments..u play any sports?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Nice! And lol hell no I don't like any sports other then MMA FIGHTING
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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u like mma fighting? thats so cool! what r yr hobies?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yes I love MMA fighting! And I like blacksmithing and reading and music
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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whats yr fav martial arts form? omg u like black smithing?? i love to read...i kinda read about 700 pages today ;) what kinda music dyu like..?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol I'm not even gonna attempt to spell it lol, yup I love blacksmithing and any kind of music that isn't country...
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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haha ok my fav is kali n i dont know anyone else who likes blacksmithing! yh country music aynt my type either
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Your a blacksmith??? And I don't know how people like country music
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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im not a blacksmith but ive been to a couple work shops and learnt a few things about it. im a mechanic :) same country just anyones the cráp outta me
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Nice! That's pretty sweet ya know and I know right!
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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yh so do u work? do u have like a car? or a fav car brand? lol dont freak out by the amount of questions i ask xD
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol it's fine and I work in the summers as a construction worker, and I have a ford f150
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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omg srslllyyy!!!! aaahhhh!!like ahhh!!! i want your car!!!! i want a mitsubishi warrior but annyy pick up will do!! what colour is it?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol it's white and nice, do you already have your license?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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white?!?!?!? sheesh i want your carrr!! nope have to be 18 to get a license here :( but i drive any waay lol
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol damn where do you live and aren't you a rebel
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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i live in london so we have seriously no pick ups here ;( n yupp rebel born n bred ;p
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Really? Wow that's unreal, and yup lol
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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unreal? really? lol
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yeah that's so weird
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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na its just the city :D
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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A really weird city apparently.... Just kidding you :)
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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na u dont get pick ups in london alot
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Wow that's to bad :/ tho
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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yh sope how was christmas?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I've had better
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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yh same here
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yeah, so whats up
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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drinking coke out of a 2L bottle using a straw ;) lol u?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Nice sounds... different lol, and I'm playing with a pocket knife
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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playing with a pocket knife? lol nice i got mine tooken of me :( buut anny way why are u playing with a pocket knife?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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That sucks :/ and idk my gf got it for me
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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yr gf bought u a pen knife? Lol yh..ughhh im cravinnnggg a smoke!! but i have nothing to smoke ;(
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yeah she got me a little pocket knife, and lol what?!?How old are you?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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lol not old enough to smoke ;p
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Haha that's awesome!
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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seriously? lol have u ever smoked something before? not just cigarettes
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Nah I've been offered but idk I might next time I'm with my uncle tho
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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try shisha if u can ;) cool how old are u?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol ok then and I'm 17
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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cool u got skype?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I used to :/ but I'll c about getting it set back up
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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awh yay cool skype if u get it back up its easier to chat that way :) im dusktodawnreader
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Ok cool yeah and the apps trying to redownload
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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cool okai send me a request when uve installed it ;)
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yup no prob :) so whats up?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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cool ;) i am watching fouseytube pranks and experiments which means i am laughing my a$$ of ;p u?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol never heard of it before, and and I'm sitting with my feet of a ledge at a job site
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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awh thats so cool! lol shudnt u be working then? ;p
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Nope Christmas break and if I'm not being paid I don't work.
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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awh lol okaii ;p hehe can i see a picture of where youre sitin? im curious
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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My snapchat is bransteter555
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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i dont have snapchat :(
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yeah do you have snapchat?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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i dont :( put it up as yr profile pic or send it over skype
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Ok my phone isn't cooperating right now and it's pudding me off!
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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same my phone keeps freezing thats y im replying kinda slow
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Ok then one sec
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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its come up black
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I know it's not cooperating
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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u got skype yet?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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No it's being a little b-tch!
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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awh y is it takin so long?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Idk it's being stupid!
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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my phone is being a díck sorry it froze 😢
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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No prob that stuff happens
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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yh so wazzup?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Not much eating supper
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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oh cool what time is it?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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5:44 here you?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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oh lol its 10:47 here
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Jeez!!! oh by the way my Skype name is blacksmithforever
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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i cant find u send me a request instead.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Ok then no prob, so what's up?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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was waiting for my chips to be done in the bloody cold just got in the car n now about to eat ;p u?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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yupp ;p oh okai cool
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Picturesque Wonderland.* 1 decade ago
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Omf, I love the Walking Dead. Neon Trees, Michael Muva'fukin Buble, and Of Monsters and Men though.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol nice and yeah I like a lot of random things and bands
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Picturesque Wonderland.* 1 decade ago
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I see the contrast, but who cares man. That's good.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Exactly right! Do your own thing what ever makes you happy I say
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Picturesque Wonderland.* 1 decade ago
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Mhm, because if you don't, then you're just living a part of your life unhappy. And to be honest, I don't need to be more unhappy than I already am, ya' know?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yeah I know exactly what you :/
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Picturesque Wonderland.* 1 decade ago
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Amen, brutha'. Idek if you're religious or not but aye.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol yeah I feel ya, and no I'm atheist so lol
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Picturesque Wonderland.* 1 decade ago
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Aha, okie. I'm agnostic theist, so we're cool bro.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol yup :) , so whats up?
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Picturesque Wonderland.* 1 decade ago
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Just on Witty, doing some writing, and Tumblr.. ing. Kiking, listening to music, plus the usual breathing of course, aha. Multi-tasking like a . cx Yourself?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Lol wow that's a lot of social media and same thing I always do at Christmases... drinking! :)
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Picturesque Wonderland.* 1 decade ago
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I am a teenage girl, after all. And ooh, I'm sure that's always the best.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yup yup it always is :) , do you drink?
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Picturesque Wonderland.* 1 decade ago
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Nah, not usually, sorry cx
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Dang to bad well hopefully my mom holds up her end of the deal and Christmas night I should get a 12 pack :) all to myself :)
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Picturesque Wonderland.* 1 decade ago
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Woo, forget sobriety!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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It's gonna be a blast! I want to get smashed and not worry about anything so lol yup f-ck being sober lol
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Picturesque Wonderland.* 1 decade ago
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Indeed, f. uck being sober. It'll be a good New Years too, huh?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Hell yeah it should, yup should be a fun time
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Picturesque Wonderland.* 1 decade ago
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Good. 2014 already.. I can't believe it.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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I know right! It's just been one hell of a ride!
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Picturesque Wonderland.* 1 decade ago
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Indeed it has!
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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So if you don't mind me asking what made your 2013 a not so fun year?
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Picturesque Wonderland.* 1 decade ago
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Just.. everything, really. Depression just goes with being a teenage girl, ya' know? ( Well I don't suppose you would know.. ) And at school you have all of these other teenage girls acting the same way as you do, and you sort of already want to kill yourself thus having these other people all riled up as well makes you want to become some sort of mass murderer. Then, to top it all off, the who are in denial of their own flaws and , like to judge the ones who aren't. Which, ahem, is, me.
Sorry for the rant.How about you?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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It's ok to rant, and I might not be a girl but I understand where your coming from 100%
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Picturesque Wonderland.* 1 decade ago
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Awh well that's good. Indeed. But yeah, how about you?
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Well I don't know this year was just really f-cked up, it was good and bad but idk how I'll feel about it ending....
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Picturesque Wonderland.* 1 decade ago
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That's sort of how I'm feeling, too.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yeah :/ oh well right
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Picturesque Wonderland.* 1 decade ago
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Right. Oh well. That's life. Sigh.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yup but f-ck life you know at least it ends one day, but never soon enough
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Picturesque Wonderland.* 1 decade ago
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E x a c t l y. And you can't really end it yourself, just because of moral reasons no matter how cacoethic you may seem.
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Decay * 1 decade ago
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Yeah true :/
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