volleygirl06

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Hey well my name is morgan or morgasm(: I'm a pretty random person&& a good listener if you need someone to vent to. I've probably gone through something similar.I love to make people laugh. I'm currently a single pringlee(:. I've been to hell and back but it only made that much stronger as a person. I got that ginger girl swag(: I'm stitched together with imperfections, don't like em well then get off my page because nobody is perfect. My family and friends are my life, mess wit em and i'll mess you up. kayy(:
I'm pretty random when it comes to music. I can listen to just about anything, just have to be in the mood for. My ear buds are usually always in.
Kasie jo, Sidney, Charlie, Jake, Cody(bestiee(:), Coover, my
mom(sometimes!), Austin, Natalie, and Alex(:
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Heres a lesson for every single girl out there;

Never, ever settle. You may think you aren't gorgeous or smart, or you think you have too many insecurities to count. But, there is going to be someone in this world who loves you for you.  Don't ever think you have to put up with some boys sh*t, because he's the first to show some interest. You're beautiful in your own individual way, so never lower your standards.
♥ 

 

No,

I don't believe anything you say at all because you did everything you could to make sure that I would fall. So, me? I'm on the ground. And you? You're out the door... 


Just realized, 

Why people keep cutting themselves, it's because it's easier to deal with the physical pain than the emotional pain thats constantly going through your head. Now that i've started i don't know if I can stop because for a little while I'm not concentrated on the gapping whole inside me...
             
                                                                       


I just need to get this out because, I can't tell anyone else. I just don't think anyone would understand. Last night everything felt like it was all too much. Honestly I don't get why I cant be happy, I try so hard but I just can't. I did something stupid last night, for the first time I cut myself. It's something I regret now but I have this feeling that it's gunna happen again, everything is just too much. I've thought about suicide so much it scares me. Recently there hasn't been a day where I haven't thought about it, I know I wont but sometimes... It just sounds like such a good idea... I just want this pain to go away.

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He's the reason
 
I'm messed up, The reason I cant get into another relationship.  No matter how hard I try, no matter how bad I want to... I'm scared. I'm not scared of getting hurt, I'm scared of hurting someone else. Because I could never love someone as much as I loved 



Him
When I cry, the only thing I can think to myself is... how can I seem so--perfectly fine in the morning.  Why do I smile like nothing is wrong? & how does not one single person realize that i'm not okay...? 

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This goes out to all of those who

have been heartbroken


But have been strong enough to let go. For the people who have hurt so badly that they felt they could never love again, but kept their head up. For those who feel like going back their ex would put all the pieces back together again and everything would fit, but accept the cold hard truth instead. For the people that learn from their mistakes and never stop moving forward, even when they take two steps back. For the people that wish loneliness wasn't a part of them, but put wit it anyhow. FOr the people that are okay for taking up all the room in the bed, even if sometimes it feels a little empty. FOr those people who wake up in the morning with no missed calls, but smile anyway. For the people who periodically miss the past but are, so much more excited for the future. For the people who have wounds still healing. For the people who have so much tied to their past relationships, but break those chains to start fresh. For the people that want to look back so badly, but focus on the road ahead. For the people that pick up the phone so tempted to call, but keep their dignity in tact instead. For the people that never wanted to let go, but had to. For the people that still believe in love even after all the hurt their heart has endured. For all the people that gave up not because they were weak, but because most times it's better to just let go. 
We'll get our happy ending someday...



I'm not saying I have nothing. I'm not saying i've gone completely. It's just that sometimes, it's all a bit too much to handle.  I'm not going to do anything stupid because I know it will get better, it has to right?  Otherwise there wouldn't be anyone who survived their teen years. But for now, it just hurts....

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32 Secrets ;)
0- who was your last text from? Dominick 
1- where was your default pic taken? At the Vota/ Unveiled concert(:
2- how old are you? 16
3- have you ever lost a close friend? Yes.
4- what is your current mood? Bored
5- What's your brother's name? Austin&Bryce
6- Where do you wish you were right now? Anywhere but at school
7- Have a crazy side? Duhh
8- Ever had a near death experience? Yess
9-Something you do a lot? Text 
10- Angry at anyone? Kindaa
11- What's stopping you from going for the person you like? He left me for her.. </3
12- When was the last time you cried? yeasterday
13- Is there anyone you'd do anything for? Yeahh<3
14- What do you think about when you are falling asleep? Him
15- Do you still have pictures of an ex bf/gf? yeahh
16- What was the last thing in your mouth? Water
17- Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Natalie<3
18- What is your favorite song? Waste of Time By mayday fears <3 
19- What are you doing right now? Texting/wittying/in class
20- Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? Hollister
21-Do you enjoy drama? Only when it doesn't involve me. 
22- Describe your life in three words: Crazy. Intense. Love
23- Who are you thinking of right now? This survey thingg
24- What should you be doing right now? Sleeping
25- What are you listening to? Free to fail by vota<3
26- Does it annoy you when pEOPlezz TAlK liKE THis? Hell Yesss!
27- What was the last person who yelled at you? Mom.
28-Why were you last sad? Umm my room? maybe? 
29- Do you use smiley faces on the computer? yeshh(:
30- Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? haha yess
31- Are you happy with life right now? Some what 
32- Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now? yes