want2bskinny

im dizzy...... 0.o woooooooOOOOOOO WOAAAHHhhhhh

i just ate. alot. my grandma is always forcing me to eat....... oh well it was pretty good. homade stuffing, mashed potatos (calories calories!!!) and turkey.(i stuffed the turkt in my pockets. afterwards i mad myself throw up half of it.)

HAHA . think im skinny? you should see the rest of my school.they are all so pretty.

im not going to eat anymore today. i feel pretty good.

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if she wore clothes shed be pretty.

i.keep.throwing.up. (witch is wierd cause there aint a thing in my stomach)

st ate half a chewy granola   sunbelt oatbar. i ate halfof it,my stomach feels better now.
and i just realized...... in pictures of myself i look skinny, and in real life i look fat 0_0

ok now my legs,REALY hurt I WANT THEM TO STOOOOOOPPPP NOOWWWWW. but i wont eat to cure it.....how will food solve our problems....

last night i had a dream were a helicopter came and took me away,beacause i wasnt eating.but I KNOW  that wont happen :))))

my suggested calorie intake is 1586 a day.is that normal for an 11 year old??????(today i had 588)