hello.
you don't know me at all so you won't care about anything
that I say. which is why I chose here to write this. I'm suicidal. and
today is most likely going to be my last day on this Earth. I have
a 4 bottles of pills sitting next to me along with alcohol. I'm
going to be taking all of it at once so I can kill myself. tomorrow is
National Self-Injury
Awareness Day. and I hope all of you remember this post
(if you read it) the next time a friend of yours or someone you
know says that they're depressed. I have been
depressed since I was 8 years old (I'm 16 almost 17 now) and
over the years I have developed Bipolar Disorder, anxiety and
self-esteem
issues, and anorexia nervosa. I have
been self-harming for 3 years. I have attempted suicide 7 times. today
will be my 8th and final attempt at suicide because this time,
I will succeed. I don't belong here on Earth and I never have.
and for those of you who are depressed or have other
mental/emotional problems. get help. and get help
now so that you don't end up like me.
you're all beautiful and I wish you all the best of luck in the
future.
sincerely,
lockitinyourpocket__x