weak_ness

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Alexandra Nicole Franken

Hola! I am Alexandra but everybody calls me Alex (: I'm in the ninth grade and im 15.  i live in ohio.  the only things i care about are justin bieber and softball.. as you can tell, i am socially awkward.  i have panic attacks and i don't enjoy talking to anyone that lives around me.  i make friends with people over the internet because they don't judge me, is that weird? hope not.. hahah okay anyway.. i have a twitter! follow me @alexnicole_xo (: even though i know nobody will.. follow me on instagram too! @alexfranken8 :D
Oh Whattta Lifee, Ya know?
I play travel softball, thats legit okay? around ohio, the good softball players play travel softball because that way you play all year.  well im in ninth grade now so i have been playing travel softball for about four years this year.. my dad is in love with it.  i have a talent for softball, everyone tells me and him that.  i believe it and so does he, but he believes it more than i do.  he pushes me.. he thinks telling me to quit playing and that i suck is a good motivator! i can't take it and i don't know how to stop him.. nobody is here to listen, so im sorry to bore you with my little sorry excuse for a sob story.. i just feel so alone when he talks down on me. ya know?

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Ever had those moments

where you just want to cry?  Just wanna cry your eyes out and scream, but nobody is there to hear your cries.  Those moments when you know its wrong, but you cut your skin.  You cut it in places nobody can see and you cover all the marks from everybody so they won't have to go through this pain with you.  Those moments when you know that you should eat, but you also know the more you do the fatter you get.  So you skip a few meals.  Those "few" meals turn into skipping all your meals and you are never satisfied.  Ever had those moments when you lay in your bed and realize that everyone would just be better off without you here.  If you left, everyone would be able to go about their life a whole lot better than they did.  So you start to take those thoughts seriously and you really do start to believe that you're the problem.  You believe you're the problem and you know nobody will tell you otherwise.  So what do you do when these moments start taking over your life?  Do you let them control you or do you push them away for another day?





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8 out of 10 smokers die.
Apparently the other 2 are Edward Cullen.

Just to put my 1D thoughts out there...

Okay so before 1Direction was really big, they were my favorite.  I loved them, everything about them sent shivers through me.  Now?  OH HELL NO.  You say One Direction, I say "Ew shut up." They have gotten so out of hand.  People are drooling over them and it makes me sick.  You know what I hear about One Direction?  THEY DON'T CARE ABOUT ANY OF THEIR FANS.  I read a direct source from someone saying how they stayed in front of the boys hotel for three days just to meet them.  They went out clubbing and most girls left.  Well at 3 am when they got back 5 girls remained outside... You know what One Direction did?  They didn't even look the girls' way.  Five die hards sat there saying there names, not even screaming, and were disappointed and freezing.  Now i'm sorry but how can you be a fan after that?



I like to be everything you want
Hey girl, let me talk to ya. ♥






things will get easier, people's minds will change,

An you should be alive to see it.♥
-Ellen Degeneres








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that moment of awesomeness
when you get 5 notifactions because your quote is on the newest page.

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then it ends. < / 3





 
 
Live your life tthe f u l l e s t;;

because before you can be old and wise you must first be young and stupid.

nmf

Drake and Josh Quote:
*
Josh wakes up screaming*
Drake: what what happened?
Josh: Oh gosh Drake, your heads fine.
Drake: You have pretty eyes. ♥






Seriously just skip this



because  i  just  need  to  vent




Since my ex-best friend blocked me on everything but witty i need to get this off my chest...

I know this might seem childish to you but seriously how else am i suppose to explain

anything to you?  We were best friends idgaf if you weren't happy like you said so, you

were my best friend.  Yes i complain a lot TO YOU because i guess you don't

understand that you're the only one i could ever complain to.  who do you want me to

call at one in the morning crying my eyes out at ground zero and talk it out to? not my

friggin mother.  it was you, everything i did i thought about texting you first because

that's what best friends do.. i said some things that i do regret i'm not even gonna lie

but you made me so mad! we have been best friends for like a year and you don't even

believe me.  You didn't believe me and you told me lies, katlyn knows. you know you

told her because i asked her.  she told me you told her E V E R Y T H I N G.  i'm not

even mad about that i'm mad that to you, i'm not even worthy of you to look me in the

eyes and talk to me.  "I didn't wanna punch you in the face"  seriously? wanna go

there. the only person you have ever "fought" was sarah and i don't even believe that,

you've hurt me.  we probably will never be friends again and that hurts because even if

you didn't care about me, i cared about you and i would never say anything about you

to anyone that i knew was too personal.  i just can't believe you won't believe me..



It's like i've been living a lie;;

i guess this is goodbye</3

-alex.