welcome_to_the_blackparade
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hello i'm Ashley and i love watching movies (Donnie Darko, the breakfast club) i like shows such as (the office, law and order and supernatural) also my favorite bands are (of mice and men, pierce the veil, simple plan, the strokes, the white stripes, a day to remember) I love metting new people if you want to talk
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“Can I
still get into heaven if I kill myself?
Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself?
Can I ever be forgiven cuz I killed that kid?
It was an accident I swear it wasn’t meant for him!
And if I turn it on me, if I even it out,
can I still get in or will they send me to hell?
Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself?
Can I ever be forgiven cuz I killed that kid?
It was an accident I swear it wasn’t meant for him!
And if I turn it on me, if I even it out,
can I still get in or will they send me to hell?
I rely
on myself, just making sure that was clear.
I’m not in need of your crutches, I've faced all my fears.
And I won what I knew I could have.
Life is not a punch card, make the best of what you have.
But don’t wait, just go.
And when you find yourself please, let me know.
It's not too late, just let go.
I’m not in need of your crutches, I've faced all my fears.
And I won what I knew I could have.
Life is not a punch card, make the best of what you have.
But don’t wait, just go.
And when you find yourself please, let me know.
It's not too late, just let go.
I could follow
you to the beginning
Just to relive the start
Maybe then we'd remember to slow down
At all of our favorite parts
Just to relive the start
Maybe then we'd remember to slow down
At all of our favorite parts
The wasted
years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find I’ve come alive
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find I’ve come alive
Yeah I wish
I’d been a, wish I’d been a teen, teen
idle
Wish I’d been a prom queen fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super (super!) suicidal
Wish I’d been a prom queen fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super (super!) suicidal
And I find it
kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
are the best I've ever had
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
are the best I've ever had
but who could love me i am out of
my mind
Call me a name,
Kill
me with words,
Forget
about me,
It's what I deserve,
I've never
told a lie,
and that makes me a liar,
I've never made a bet,
but we gamble with desire,
and that makes me a liar,
I've never made a bet,
but we gamble with desire,
Suicide
I think about it all the time. It would be so easy to just end all of this pain, suffering, and self hate that I feel on a daily basis. No more depression, no more cutting, just ignorant bliss. I don't know what will happen, but what I do know is that it will be better than the way I'm living right now. I can't live with who I am. I am living in constant hell, and it's killing me; it's slowly driving me insane. So the real question is: how will I do it? There are so many options: hanging, suffocation, drowning, slitting my wrists, overdose, jupming, electrocution, and so many more. I've written so many suicide notes in the past years, and I've never actually gone through with it. Suicide is NOT the coward's way out. A person has to be going through the worst physical and emotional pain imaginable to even think about ending their own life. And I've finally gotten to that point. I'm hanging onto a small strand of hope that maybe my life will get better. But my hope is wearing thin, and soon that strand will break. Maybe tonight, maybe tomorrow. Who knows? But I will be brave enough to do what I've had planned for so many years.
I think about it all the time. It would be so easy to just end all of this pain, suffering, and self hate that I feel on a daily basis. No more depression, no more cutting, just ignorant bliss. I don't know what will happen, but what I do know is that it will be better than the way I'm living right now. I can't live with who I am. I am living in constant hell, and it's killing me; it's slowly driving me insane. So the real question is: how will I do it? There are so many options: hanging, suffocation, drowning, slitting my wrists, overdose, jupming, electrocution, and so many more. I've written so many suicide notes in the past years, and I've never actually gone through with it. Suicide is NOT the coward's way out. A person has to be going through the worst physical and emotional pain imaginable to even think about ending their own life. And I've finally gotten to that point. I'm hanging onto a small strand of hope that maybe my life will get better. But my hope is wearing thin, and soon that strand will break. Maybe tonight, maybe tomorrow. Who knows? But I will be brave enough to do what I've had planned for so many years.