Status: attempting to enjoy the baffling journey that is my life.
Joined: July 21, 2016
Last Seen: 5 years
user id: 397008

❝True friendship is when two friends can walk in opposite directions, yet remain side by side." - Josh Grayson, Sia

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Quotes by whatdoidoo

i like looking at people but i don't like when they look at me

i feel good by myself but i don't feel like i can love the same ever again. i can't stop talking about myself and i feel like part of my empathy and capibility to love has withered. i know it's only been one and a half months since we broke up, and it gets better, i get that. and trust me, i'm so much better already. i've made so much progress so far and am awaiting more in the near future. but i feel like this first love, followed by its breakup, just changed me in a way that made me more selfish. it's good to be selfish, i suppose. it's good to care for yourself and put yourself first. but my favorite part of myself is to be unselfish and be curious about others. while i am curious about others, i also ramble on and on about myself, as if i suffocated throughout the whole relationship and never spoke a word to anyone... please let me stop talking... i am only interested in listening.

It's just a fantasy
taking over like a
pull me out of this I
it's burning through my chest

love isn't hard when it is right.

i wish people would see me for who i am
and not for my face
or my body
or my awkward ways of expressionn
i wish i looked like what i am


i've never felt so confused by a person. nearly a week ago we were fine and then i visit your tumblr just to find out you actually hate me and that i hurt you and "manipulated" you and you wish to break my bones and hurt me back and get "revenge" and that you will "never forgive me". well guess what. you've already hurt me. very much. that's why the relationship ended in the first place. i'm sorry it didn't work out. even you agreed it wasn't working. so why are you so angry at me? especially when the breakup was mutual. i can't believe you would reblog and like such hateful posts. it's like i don't even know you. how could you be so full of hate. i could never be that way. i could never have so much hate for someone i once cared for more than everything and anyone else. who are you? and why are you creating these lies about my character?

dazed and confused

format-br0kenwings LEAVE THIS HERE PLEASE.


so give me something to believe
cause i am living just to breathe
and i need something more
to keep on breathing for
so give me something to believe

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sometimes it makes me laugh
sometimes it makes me sad