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have you ever felt like a burden?
like your only here to annoy people
and whatever you do; every single thing
you're being watched and judged?

that feeling sucks. 

These battle scars,
don't look like they're fading
Don't look like they're ever going away
They aint never gonna change

pour a little salt,
we were never here.
 

I know some people might scroll past this because it looks long but really, it is from the very pit of my heart

okay so tonight on a tv show they were talking about a young girl who had committed suicide because she was bullied, they spoke about what people had said to her and when the bullying started. so in January this year she posted a video about her bullying trauma and suicidal thoughts and how nobody really liked her.Thousands of people had seen it, people had urged her to go and die while others had given her positive outlooks and tried to help her but it obviously wasn't enough. It then showed a small cip of the people at her funeral and my heart goes out to every single person who had to go through that.
 I was just sat here wondering, why?
Why did the bully's insult her?
Did it make them happier?
Did they get anything from the experience? except maybe a guilty concience.
I really hope so because every tear that they drew, 
Every hospital admission.
Every suicidal thought and tendency made her weaker.
this all went on for over half her life until it caused her death.
Theres now a page devoted to her with 65,000+ likes on facebook,
everyone saying how beautiful  she was and what a shame it was for her death ,
and it was. 
It's horrible how people can do this to somebody else.
Tear them down so much,
till they've lost all ability to get back up and keep fighting
this is just one of thousands of examples that
a small insult can leave such a big impact on somebody.
This was also linked with another bullying story of kids with disabilites who get bullied at school,
people had physically beeen hurting them to the point they were leaving and arriving home from school depressed,It broke their hearts to where they seem unmendable. 
one was also driven to commit,
they had slowly withdrawn from their favourite activities.
i feel so bad that this has happened, to them because nobody deserves this. 
if i had known each and everyone of those kids,
i would be their friend
i would help them stay strong from the bullies,
i woud want to save them from who they have become. 
but its too late, and it sucks.

 

im sorry for this but i really just needed to get this off my chest, and to anyone who sees this 
if your getting bullied or are depressed or have any problem, anything
i'll be here to help.
i promise.

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 \\ My Quote //

 

she sat alone
alone and at home
where her screams were silent
but her mind was violent.
her insecurities hid deep inside
and they did indeed eat her alive
a tear rolled down her face
as her heart began to race
she took her blade and tore her skin
where her depression lied deep within
this went on for days, months, years
until she cried her very last tears
the world around her was much too tough,
she took a gun to her head
congratulations society
she is dead.

//nmq//
//i found this on tumblr and it really spoke out about depression.//