so theres this boy, who i went out with 4 months ago . hes amazing
, he always makes me happy . we only went out for 2 weeks , but we
never stopped being friends . there were days that would go by that
nothing was said , nothing was needed to be said . we would walk
past each other and stare . during those 4 months a lot was going
on in my life . he said some hurtful things to me , but at the end
of the day he was always there . i loved him and i still do . last
week he told me he liked me . i was so happy . on monday he asked
me out and i cant be happier . hes my everything . i love him . but
sometimes i think about losing him and that scares me , but i know
now to live in the present because the future hasnt come yet for a
reason . <3