winditupp

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Joined: December 20, 2009
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happy, but i feel like i'm missing something.
my name is alexis. i tell it like it is. friends are amazing. photography is a way for me to vent. school means everything to me because i don't want to be some hobo on the street. music is awesome. skinny jeans & delias shirts are my style. hottopic doesn't scare me. quotes are amazing, but only if they make sense&+ if they mean something to me. i don't capitalize when i type, but i use punctuation...obviously. neon colors are great. i have blue tips in my hair. !f u t@lk lyk3 dhis, don't speak to me. clothes are fabulous. cross country and tennis are my thing. i have no common sense whatsoever. i love food. i'm 14 &+ 5'10. if you're smart, that means i'm above average height. facebook is where it's at. i love being outside of my house because i hate being indoors. but of course there is much more to me than this. so get to know me.
1.13.09
i had my stupid biology, english, and u.s. history midterm today. midterms/exams in general suck. i don't see the need for them. i haven't talked to him yet today. i think he's at basketball. can't wait to see him this weekend :)

1.13.09
what would happen if i disappeared?

ice ice baby.

Quotes by winditupp


e
ver since i met you,
no one else has been worth
(_.•˙˙˙••>>> thinking about

The secret smiles, the awkward silences, the sideway glances;
those days are gone – I get that.
And you know what?
I’m fine with it, but let me set a couple things straight.
 First off, I don’t know why I loved you.
All I know is that I did.
Maybe it wasn’t true love,
but it was the closest thing I’ve ever felt to it.
And even though I didn’t get my perfect happy ending,
even though you chickened out and left me hanging like an idiot,
I still believe you’re a good person,
and I wish you the best.
I really do.
So go out there and find whatever makes you happy,
although I’m pretty sure you’ve already found it.
The memories are starting to blur around the edges,
but God knows I could never completely forget you.
Do you understand what I’m saying?
I’m saying that whether it’s a good or bad thing,
you’re the reason I am who I am today.
I hope you know that you were once
the most important person in my life for a very long time.
You were the guy I thought about while listening to all those songs,
the one guy who made me actually look forward to waking up in the morning,
you were the guy who could make or break me,
who had my heart,
but never bothered to do anything about it. 
youll be the high school heartache ill tell my kids about.


The fact that you cannot kiss your elbow is enough to make you realize that some things seem to be so close, yet they are bound to be                     beyond your reach                  //
you know how after you take a shower, the mirror is foggy?
and then you write "i love him." then a few moments later, it's gone forever...or so you think.  but its not until the next time you take a hot shower and it will appear again in the exact same spot.  it's like it's engraved in the mirror or something.  well, thats how you are in my heart.  i finally feel like i have disposed of my feelings for you and that i don't care about you anymore.  but then, it all comes back to me.  how much i love you and how much i need you in my life.  i guess you'll be engraved in my heart forever.
i love you.


 x          it's funny          x

    x          how you can always tell          x 
____when a boy likes someone else,
 
  
x          but can never tell         x
          
            '. . .'˙˙˙' >>    if he likes you.


   










 what hurts more than losing yo
is knowing that you're not fighting to keep me 
 

you   can't   find   who   you're   meant   to   be   with
 

 unless      you      move      on

from        the        one's        your        not 

supposed       to       be       with


inside yourself or outside, you never have to change what you see.
  - - - - - - - - - - - - - -♥- - - - - - - - - - - - - -
only the way you see it.

when she's gone,
remember  you once loved her, you once needed her. you once cared about her more than anything in the world. you can't deny that she was ever there. you deny what you had. you can't deny that it ended over absolutely nothing. you can't deny that regardless, you still think about it, and no girl could ever love you the way she did. one day, you'll realize what you've done, you'll come back
and she'll be gone









^^ quote cred. to soicanbreathe on xanga.
 
 
 at       least       i'm       not       a       liar