wishfull_thinking

Status: I love you and all your little things
Joined: November 9, 2011
Last Seen: 9 years
Birthday: July 22
user id: 236336
Location: New York
Gender: F

Alexa
|16|New York|Terribly Insane|
Anxiety holds me back, depression drags me down.

"Our greatest glory is not in never falling; but in rising every time we do."


I don't trust people... but I wish I could.

I wish someone cared about me. I really do. People
say they care but they never really mean it, do they?
They promise they'll never hurt you, but they always do.
They always do.

~Time cannot heal the wounds it created~

♥
[+] Long walks, Ed Sheeran, the sunset, hugs from behind, tea in the morning, One Direction, when the flowers start to bloom, messy buns, Little Mix, Imagine Dragons, converse, criminal minds, Cher Lloyd, scary movies, Olly Murs, strawberry ice cream, cuddling, best friends, being called baby, talking on the phone, falling asleep on skype, Rizzle Kicks, laughing, pizza rolls, play fighting, tall guys, hugs, forehead kisses, internet friends, Marina And The Diamonds, Lana Del Rey.

[-] Anxiety, rude people, people who think they're always right, broken promises, waking up early, relapsing, silent cries, being alone, speaking in public, depression.
♥


Please talk to me...

 

Quotes by wishfull_thinking



Relapsed again...
I just want to give up.

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bye








She had blue skin,
And so did he.
He kept it hid
And so did she.
They searched for blue
Their whole life through,
Then passed right by-
And never knew.










 
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love



smoke is pouring from
FROM MY WINDOWS AND I'M REACHING
out my hand
HOPING SOMEONE'S AT MY FINGERTIPS

to help me understand.




 




 
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lyrics




I WILL SOON FORGET
THE COLOR OF YOUR EYES
& YOU'LL FORGET MINE


 
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piercetheveil



You grabbed my wrists in disgust and judged me.


 
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cut




Just give me a reason

Just a little bit's enough;

Just a second we're not broken just bent

and we can learn to love again

it's in the stars

it's been written in the

s c a r s      o n      o u r      h e a r t s

we're not broken; just bent

and we can learn to love again.

 
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lyrics


Just a cut    
Just a scratch,   
"What's that mark?"   
"It was just the cat."   
Just an excuse    
Just another lie    
"What's with all the bracelets?"   
"Just fashion, why?"   
Just a tear    
Just a scream    
"Why are you crying?"   
"Just a bad dream."   
But it's not just a cut   
Or a tear or a lie   
It's always "just one more"  
Until you die.  

 
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poem
 
"I want to kill myself." She said.

 
But no one believed her.

 
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suicide





I like sleeping.
It's like being dead but without the commitment.



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dead

 
When I was little my parents told me
Bad things happen to good people
I never really understood that until
I was at your house
And I heard your dad hit you
Or when
My sister's fiance cancelled the wedding
Because he saw his highschool sweetheart
At starbucks
Or when I heard my old best friend
Got hit by a car and died
Right after she left her volunteer job
At the shelter
But I finally understood
When I came home
And saw the note on the counter
Saying "I'm sorry"
And I saw drops of blood and tears
Heading towards the bathroom
 


 
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suicide
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