wittylilly

Status: You're beautiful. Every little piece, love(:
Joined: July 6, 2012
Last Seen: 1 decade
Birthday: December 10
user id: 315099
Gender: F
 
Hi b-e-a-UUU-tiful!(:
 
"She's just your everyday average girl" -describes my life pretty well...in a quote(;
Music is my religion.  Being happy is my philosophy. I try to live for myself and I'm attempting to fulfill all my dreams and goals that I have for my life. I have high expectations for myself in the future. And nothing and no one is going to stand in my way. Want to know what my dreams are or more about me?   Just ask. I'll be happy to tell you. If you're nice to me, I'll be nice to you. And I try my best to be open to as many new points of views and opinions as possible, while still keeping in mind my own. I can be your best friend, if you take the time to get to know me. I'll tell the truth and I'll always be there when you need me for advice, a shoulder to cry on, or to do something crazy to get your mind off life.
P.S. My real name is not Lilly, it's Krystal. Haha(: And I'm 17 btdubs.



New haircut...whatcha think?

Quotes by wittylilly

When you're forced to cry in silence in the middle of the night so that nobody will ask you what's wrong because that would be impossible to put into words everything that is messed up in your life.







Today sucked.
So did yesterday.
So will tomorrow. 








Things I've done right in my life: 0








 
I make it easier for people to leave by making them hate me a little.






Why must I always want what I can't have.
I know it just ends in disappointment, but I wish and want and hope for it anyway.
Even though it will not ever happen. Ever.







 





Maybe there's something you're afraid to
say

or someone you're afraid to 
love


or somewhere you're afraid to 
go


It's gonna hurt. It's gonna hurt because it matters.




John Green





 

nmq/nmf
 





YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT HURTS?


What hurts is knowing I'll never be good enough for you.
Not pretty enough.
Or smart enough.
Or rich enough.
Or funny enough.
Or the fact that I'll never be her.

What hurts is knowing you don't care.
You don't care about my happiness.
My saddness.
My anger.
My feelings.
You don't care about me.

What hurts is not knowing what could have been.
What could have been if things were different.
If I wasn't shy.
If I wasn't ugly.
If I wasn't awkward.
If I wasn't me.

What hurts is watching you from afar.
Watching you and knowing you are too far out of reach.
Watching you make plans for a date with her.
Watching you walk right past and ignore me.
Watching you.

What hurts is everything.
My heart.
My pride.
My love.
My feelings.
What hurts is everything.
Because you are my everything.
And to you, I'm
nothing.







 







I know you're fine, but what do I do?






 

 






DON'T LET YOUR HEART GET HEAVY CHILD
INSIDE YOU IS A STRENGTH THAT LIES






 





LET ME LOVE YOU
AND I WILL LOVE YOU
UNTIL YOU LEARN
TO LOVE YOURSELF